(New week, new entry.)

Not exactly the best second/third week to be having right now. But hey, what's life without its own ups and downs. The exhibition is really getting to me now. Well, not the exhibition per say, just the people involved in it. I don't know what I can do to quell the egomaniac virus going around in the class. Perhaps by thinking that I can do something about that situation makes me an egotistical person as well? Hmm, I wonder.

I don't understand why some people overreact to the smallest possible things and try to make a grand commotion out of it. I suppose there's really nothing I can do about it for now except press forward.

Classes are fine so far, nothing big going on that is sucking the soul right out of inside me yet. We have a music video assignment for Mr. Stone and I don't exactly know what I want to do for that particular assignment yet. I have a feeling I'll be mulling over this until I hit a dead end. The song I struck was Sting - Shape of My Heart, something pretty classic, but I guess there's a deeper meaning to the song behind the lyrics that I need to analyze before going in depth for the video.

Getting tired of putting up a facade for a lot of people around me who are constantly getting on my nerves. It's taking my focus away from the important things such as my assignments. I spend more time reflecting over the negative things rather than spend time thinking about the infinite possibilities. I feel like I've become a black hole over the past few years after the things I've experienced. Lost that ray of sunshine to guide my way back from the dark.

I think that's all for this week. I've made no real progress as a student. Heck, I don't think I've made much progress as a human being either. I'm falling behind. Desperately need to find something to grasp at, and I don't think religion will do me any good. God isn't exactly pulling on the right heart strings at the moment.