Shinocturne

Yeah, title says it all. Ended my relationship with Min. T'was a fine two years, I suppose. Well, yeah, she's lost her feelings, and some other complications. Aight, don't worry too much, I'm not planning some suicide or anything like that. Neither will it affect my studies, never has, really. Just that I'm still not so mentally, or maybe spiritually 'okay' yet, after something like this. Time heals, I suppose, as what most people say.

Well, that aside, I've been drowning myself with PS2 games and watching lots of Dramas and Animes lately. I'm still hoping to lay my hand on the Devil May Cry 3 game...due to the anime's release as of recently, which isn't too bad if you ask me.

Been playing Onimusha : Dawn of Dreams, Atelier Iris 3, Shin Megami Tensei Devil Summoner, and some others.

Been watching Devil May Cry, D.Gray Man, Code Geass, Claymore, Shining Tears x Wind, and the usual. Oh, Death Note's ended, though the ending was not as what I expected to see, like in the manga where Light begged for his life.

Well, other than that, thats all I've been doing pretty much since I came back to Brunei.

I heard one of my cousins, dad's side, Jonathan, Anthraxxxx a.k.a Vincent's brother is in the hospital now. Hope he's doing well...

End blog.

it's 6:30 PM now

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Picture Blog.

My bed, Saiyuki poster to accompany me. Study table to the left.

Ang's bed, and Naruto poster to accompany him, his study table to the left.

Mr.Sake, Some Akatsuki guy and Dante from Devil May Cry..without his wig. (Zali, David and Edmund)

Umm, Ju Guang Wan Can? XD

Nose-picking..oops, how did this get here?

Gerald abusing my laptop before I left. Bugger. -.-"

Jang's project, the buildings which are abstracted because they aren't in their original order, plus the grass on the roof and the clouds on the ground although its been disassembled. And The Twin Tower built by ang using toothpicks and satay sticks.

Living room table when its clean. Yes those are speakers, and the Bass thing is on the floor. XD Nana CD on the table, and yoyo too.

Ang's study table. And uh our water dispenser. Left side is my bed, right side is Ang's bed.

Me, cosplay time. Though it doesn't look like it eh? Was wearing Team Karasumaru's uniform. Thats the Air Gear main team's uniform. Ikki's team to be exact.

Hari Pertama Dalam Sejarah! First few days semester start, so rajin yo!

This is when the table is not used for assignments!

Tandas Awam. Master Bedroom (thats my room, and ang's)'s toilet.

Ang's messy cupboard. Although mine is more or less the same XD Well, can tell by the architecture stuff on top.

Our floor, and our carpet. Yeah, this was when I was packing.

The view from my balcony at 4am.

Same view, just different angle.

Um yeah, final project's artform. Braikej (Breakage), a boardgame based on Monopoly and Cross culture..though this one is incomplete.

Same, just different view.

Me, right after my haircut.

From the left : Ai Ling (Lou Ma Zhi), Jon (Lou Dao), Jang, Gerald, Hao and Ang. Sunway!

The guys hitting it off at the arcade, drumming. Ang's bday.

House of the Dead 4 mates. Bloody expensive. 4 damn tokens! Thats 2 ringgit! = 1 B$..wait, pretty cheap. >_>"

Um yeah, this is how our apartment looks like. Though this isn't our block..

My uh, so called 3D structure. Its actually some sort of flower thats viewed from the top, I sorta abstracted it..changing the perspective, but retaining the space type, which is uh, deep space if I'm not wrong. XD

Mariott Hotel, went there for dinner.

The lovely couple, Jon and Ai Ling, lol.

Hao sleeping..

Gerald..interested in modelling?

The DINNER table. LOL. Doesn't look like one, thats because all our assignments are piled on it.

This is one of my seniors. He wears a monitor on his head to class. =D Yeah. Dead serious. Anyways, this was during club hours. Promoting our club through cosplay.

Playing Ps2!!! K.O.F Maximum Impact 2! XD

Um, cosplay, ZAFT member from GSD. No particular character.

Lou Dao and Lou Ma Zhi ordering food for their hungry kids. (Us)

Yeah, same Mariott Hotel. Guess who took our picture? Someone's missing there!

Gerald vain with my camera. This was uh, March I think.

Yes, Jang does facial masks to preserve his youth. XD We got murdered after that.

My laptop being abused for DoTA!

Ehseh, Aizen lah konon. XD Haha, not bad right?

Two gay guys messing around. Hahaha, jk jk.

it's 9:07 PM now

Monday, June 11, 2007

Home. Say it every day, dream it every night.
Thought home is where the heart is right?
I somewhat look forward to returning,
Somehow, mixed feelings in my stomach are churning...
What of happiness? What of fear?
Just can't help but to shed a little tear.
Uneasiness, the fear to face all,
I'm afraid nobody will catch me when I fall.
Ah, but alas, returning tomorrow I will be,
And eventhough the future I cannot see,
I just hope you'd welcome me back with a smile,
Something I've been longing to see, for a while.

it's 7:56 PM now

Friday, June 08, 2007

Random Words Association

Things don't go the way you want.

Leaving the nest to fly away.

Joining hands with another.

Trying to achieve nothing.

Trying to keep someone happy.

Own happiness sacrificed.

No reason to live.

Left alone in the dark.

Slap in the face.

Stabbed in the heart.

Hole in my heart.

Jumping down into a hole.

Ropes that restrain me.

Temporary happiness.

Lost of faith.

Hidden tears.

Undying love.

Trying so hard to change.

Lost one's self.

Abandoned for another.

Light my way.

Be my torch.

Fantastic Four?

Death on my door.

Time thats gone by.

Sweat, blood and tears.

Building a wall between.

Wall broken down.

Speechless words.

Words that mean nothing.

Death Note.

I wanna kill Ms.Tang.

Orange.

Lime.

Anger.

I want my money back.

-.-..........

it's 9:17 PM now

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

-Forgotten-

A forgotten flower cries,
It withers, then it dies.
A forgotten kitten cries out loud,
Soon, trampled on by the crowd.
A forgotten guitar gathers dust,
Left there, till its strings rust.
A forgotten song is sung,
Then lost on tip of a tongue.
A forgotten person sighs,
Wondering where he is in his lover's eyes.
The forgotten one disappears,
Leaving ghastly whispers, and tears.

"Shun me aside, if you may..."
"...Haunt you I will, each and everyday..."
"Lie, if you ever.."
"..Our ties, you shall never sever.."
"Forget me, you already did.."
"...Memories of me, you shall never rid.."

it's 2:51 PM now

Saturday, June 02, 2007

First Semester is over, although it didn't end that well. Hmm, well all I know is I'll be back in Brunei on the 12th, and with all the time that I have right now, I'll be doing lots of things.

1) Play more ParaPara just for fun.
2) Exercise more
3) Sleep more
4) Play the PS2
5) Try some new online games
6) Go for more Virtual Biking
7) Might learn Driving? Yeah.
8) How about skydiving? Or bungee-jumping?

I can't wait to be home. In a way.

it's 5:36 PM now