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Name:: Kevin Tan, Vin, Tan, Kev, Kebin Boi, Shin, Kevie-kun, etc etc..
D.O.B:: 23rd March 1990
Horoscope Sign:: Aries
Chinese Zodiac:: Horse
Email:: lone_redwolf76@hotmail.com
Location:: BSB / KL
School:: Chung Hwa- SRS Datuk Simon Fung- Maktab Nasional- St.George's School- LKW
Hometown:: Kota Kinabalu?
Places I'd like to visit:: I'd love to go around the world if I have the chance.
Loves:: #1 MinMin!, Friends, Food, Drawing, Anime, Reading, Sleeping, Sarcasm, Chatting, Music, Writing, etc..
Fav. Colors:: Silver, Red, Grey, Black, Blue

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Indeed my classes have started once more. It's going okay, despite the craptasticular schedule that we all received for the first week of briefing. It's what the LKW people always do, so we can expect no better sometimes. We're even lucky that the first day of class went well enough. It's not often we actually learn something and not feel like we're wasting our times. Anyways, today is the second day, and needless to say it didn't go as well as yesterday. Woke up bloody early in the morning to get ready, and when we reached campus, we were told our lecturer wasn't around. Frustrating, really. I'll be going out with my housemates and some other friends in a bit, watch a movie, maybe Step Up 2 the Streets and Vantage Point, and then have dinner. Regarding my previous blog, I'll rant it off at DA later on, or maybe now, since people are taking a while to get ready. Ciao~


it's 5:49 PM now

Saturday, February 23, 2008

It's amazing how some people can treat you differently once they find out certain things about you. Life is magical. And effed up, sometimes. Way to make my day brighter.


it's 7:39 PM now

Little kiddies, it doesn't pay to be nice all the time. Because there are fuckers out there who want to pin more bad stuff on you even when you apologize. Like what I did. I admitted my wrongs, and if that wasn't already enough because I let my pride down, someone had to pin things that I didn't do onto me. I won't go into detail, but I'm definitely pissed off. Something I haven't been in a long time. Is it not enough that I'm stressed about other things already? Gah, burn in hell, seriously.

Diberi betis, hendak paha.

Bagai kacang lupakan kulit.



it's 12:12 AM now

Friday, February 22, 2008

You know, sometimes we underestimate the things we do for other people, and other people underestimate the things we do for them. Why am I saying this all of the sudden? I don’t know either. I woke up today feeling like a little depressed, something I haven’t felt in a long time and I have all these things already in my head and I have no clue how those got there. I know, it sounds like someone opens up my head when I’m sleeping and plants stuff in there or something. How I’m feeling now is almost like how I felt a couple of months ago when I just got dumped. Trashy, sucky feeling. Not that I’m thinking of Min, but I’m having a heavy headache and feeling very lonely right now. I hope this feeling goes away soon.

My 2 nights in JB was okay I guess. I can’t say it was the best, because mostly I spent my time in the hotel room or wandering the streets alone. It was too bad really; the person that I went there to meet (Xiang Yun) was sick and all. But of course, it’s not her fault, and I don’t blame her at all. I doubt I was the most interesting guest either (I was quiet most of the time). I’ll take it as another test of patience. Things eventually turn around, even if it feels like it takes forever sometimes. I know this very well.

Anyways, onto not so greater things. Did you know they were making a Cloverfield manga? Did you know there was a Tekken live-action movie coming up soon, directed by Dwight H. Little? Also did you know that there is a possibility for a Toy Story 3 (2010)? Did you know about the new Death Note live-action movie that is out just? Death Note L – Change the WorLd, featuring the last 23 days of L’s live, of course this only happens in the live-action movie. There’s also a special one-shot manga out that shows what happened several years after the death of Kira a.k.a Yagami Light.

Enough about that. Haha, okay I don’t know what else to add. Random things? Connections, hmm, no not wireless or internet connections. Connections with people. I guess sometimes we make mistakes, and we become mistakes that other people make (you catch my drift?), and the connection or bond with have with whoever is lost. And of course, being normal human beings, most of us don’t have the ability to warp time backwards (you know, like what Jay Chou did in Kung Fu Dunk.) so our mistakes remain mistakes even when sometimes we try to rectify it in the present by doing the right thing, so on and so forth. God, I don’t know where I’m going with this but…supposedly we’re supposed to move on ahead and make new connections and bond with new people to overwrite the ones that were lost. Do better this time I guess? Then again, being the normal human beings that most of us are, we tend to repeat our mistakes, something that’s in all of our genes and can’t be helped sometimes. Get it? No? Nevermind, I don’t understand what I just typed either.

I think I’m pretty much done for now. Taxi is arriving in a bit, then I can take that to the bus station and from the bus station I’m going back to KL. Cheers~


it's 2:43 PM now

Monday, February 18, 2008

Surprise!

Well well, I haven't touched my blog in a long long time. Burt thought I probably wouldn't be blogging until my birthday, but I guess there are some things worth blogging about. At least I think I have some.

I'll skip some bits Chinese New Year chapter, it's the same as the previous years anyways. Except the way it starts and the way it ends. Usually I'd be following my family from Brunei to KL and then we'd normally take a cab all the way to Melaka. This year I had to arrange for one of my taxi driver friends to pick my parents up from LCCT and drop them off at Melaka (for Rm120, that's pretty darn cheap already, airport cabs charge a hell lot more) and I meet up with them the following day. Met up with cousins, had the reunion dinner, which was a bit different this year on CNY's eve and the next day we visited Bukit Cina in Melaka town. The years before this, we used to go there to visit my great-grandmother, but now she's passed away and all, we just go there to meet up with some other relatives. Anyways, I ended up prolonging my stay in Melaka. I was supposed to return home to my place in Puchong earlier so I can install my internet and phone lines and do whatever repairs that need to be done but I ended up staying at my uncle's place and playing Dota with my kid cousin.

On the side note, I was supposed to meet up with two friends in Melaka but it didn't turn out too well because firstly, one of them didn't contact me at all while I was there so we didn't meet up. The other person is Xiang Yun, an ex-classmate from SGS, but things didn't work out so well either. Well, at least I'll be visiting her in JB in a couple of days from now after my registration. Very looking forward to it, haha.

Class starts on 25th. Can you believe how insanely long my holiday has been? Never have I ever complained of having a long holiday but this is seriously long. Not that I'm longing to be buried under tons of assignments like before but at least being able to do some work is a good thing. I'm registering for class later, yes later, you heard right. It's about 4am now? I'm going out at 10am to register. Then god knows where we might end up going. Jang got back from Penang lately, tried to get us to play WoW (World of Warcraft) with him but I don't think I'll be starting so early seeing as how I'm short of money for the time being. It's Rm50 per month, and I have to buy an account off his friend for Rm50 because that's cheaper than making a new account and buying the expansion pack which costs about Rm500+. I could treat a girl to a dinner with that kind of money. Hell, I could buy her a diamond necklace or something. Not that I have anyone to buy for or anything.

Which brings me to the topic of Valentine's Day. It wasn't so so soooo bad for me. I got to stay home on Valentine's Eve writing poems and all that for people. I wrote 3 kinds this year, two custom ones and one general one which I just forward around. I hope everyone who received my poem at least enjoyed it a bit, despite the horrible (futile) efforts at trying to fuse humour and rhyming together. Corny, but I thought it was okay. On Valentine's Day itself it was very sad when I see couples walking around. It's like my whole body goes cold and I don't feel right at all. Haha, maybe I need my hand held or something.

As for the housing matters, I think we've settled almost everything. All I need now is my own study table and a wardrobe. We got a sofa set just today for RM350, dead cheap deal actually, after seeing the same one elsewhere sold for Rm650. Downside is if someone of Ang's size crashes onto it it'll break into many tiny pieces. (Maybe not, but who knows.) We'll be needing a TV and a living room cabinet soon. After that we can start putting things in places and unpack the rest of the effing boxes. Then the place would look more like home. I'd take pictures but both my cameras are in my bag and I'm too lazy to take them out nowadays. Haven't even taken pictures of my new haircut (Yes I cut it. Again. Shorter. Trust me. You Don't? I'll show you when I can.) Haha, okay that was a bit odd but I was bored. 4am?! Yeah, it's like I'm programmed not to sleep anymore.

So if I summarize my life to the good and bad category it's gonna look something like this.

Good:
1) Registering and meeting old friends tomorrow
2) House is more lively and I'm not alone anymore
3) House has more stuff now and looks more homely
4) I'm getting my internet line fixed tomorrow.
5) I'm meeting Xy (Xiang Yun) in JB this Wednesday.
6) I'm still on holiday

Bad:
1) Uneasy feeling nowadays regarding something which I'm not too sure what it is.
2) Not enough sleep
3) Friends are back, but that doesn't mean old habits are not back with them. But I can deal with this. I'm not perfect either. I probably piss people off more often than I know.
4) I have frequent nightmares now. Started again.
5) Need to spend less, but cant' help it sometimes.

Well, all is good though. I'm still happy and all, great to be alive. Good to be with friends. Lucky to survive until this year. I'm still hoping to find the right person, who thinks the sun shines out of my ass even when I'm angry, sad, happy, ugly, fat or handsome. (Bad example, but it's the first thing in my head.) Haha, good night folks.


it's 3:49 AM now

Friday, February 01, 2008

Cheers~

It's not often that you wake up one day and suddenly your whole world feels alright, and things seem to fall into place, even if there are few little noticeable bad vibes around. Strange, how after one whole year of being down in the dumps, be it relationship related problems, family related problems, or work related problems, everything starts to be in perfect motion. Not that I'm complaining of course.

Despite how hectic things are lately with moving and arranging things, how the daily morons seem to tick me off, how the price of taking a cab has risen extremely, or even how I just got kicked by my cousin in the head, everything seems...fine?

Sure, I get around to complaining like I always do, but there's nothing that I'm not happy about. At least, not yet I suppose. But this is good. I've got new goals and all that I've established, and I plan to try to make it to my goals.

Also, no matter how odd this may sound, seeing as to how I rarely, or never mention God in my entries at all, I suppose I have Him to thank for all this good vibe thing that's going on lately.

Anyways, I'll be heading to Melaka on the 5th for the reunion of the family members on my dad's side of the family. And until then I have my plague of minor things to settle. Like making sure my internet line is there when I come back from Melaka, and making sure I've washed all my favourite clothes, etc etc. Which reminds me, I still haven't gotten my CNY clothes yet. I'll probably go hunt in Sungei Wang when I find the time, trying to survive with what I have for the moment.

Some more good news include Kenny coming to LKW to study! Yay, and the new place looks great, cept' for the fact that we don't have much furniture yet. Went around IKEA looking for some stuff which we might get once everyone who's suppose to move in with us has moved in already. (PS3 anyone?)

Well, it's freaking 4.40am in the morning but I feel great and awake, but I can't say the same about my dead asleep cousin behind me. I'll be off now, gonna read the final Harry Potter book before I attempt to doze off. Good Night, Good Day, and see you all around when I have my own net!


it's 4:26 AM now