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Name:: Kevin Tan, Vin, Tan, Kev, Kebin Boi, Shin, Kevie-kun, etc etc..
D.O.B:: 23rd March 1990
Horoscope Sign:: Aries
Chinese Zodiac:: Horse
Email:: lone_redwolf76@hotmail.com
Location:: BSB / KL
School:: Chung Hwa- SRS Datuk Simon Fung- Maktab Nasional- St.George's School- LKW
Hometown:: Kota Kinabalu?
Places I'd like to visit:: I'd love to go around the world if I have the chance.
Loves:: #1 MinMin!, Friends, Food, Drawing, Anime, Reading, Sleeping, Sarcasm, Chatting, Music, Writing, etc..
Fav. Colors:: Silver, Red, Grey, Black, Blue

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Friday, May 25, 2007

I quote.. "..Maturity has nothing to do with the number of candles on a birthday cake."

Not being able to let go of something is so-so, its not easy letting go. Same goes for everyone.

Doing something to feed fuel to the fire is worst, nosing into other's businesses.

Holding too many grudges isn't a good thing either.

Holding too many grudges that don't belong to you is another stupid thing to do.

Thinking you're better than others is just being arrogant. There are always people better.

Judging others by their mistakes, condemning them, and making others hate them is immature.

Interfering with another person's relationship (friends, or in other terms) is just...idiotic. What gives you that right?

Sigh. Complications. Some people are just ridiculous..trying to advice them is futile. No matter who is at wrong, who is at right...sometimes its better not to butt in, I suppose. Some grudges aren't worth holding at all...Some people just refuse to change. Ah well, good night.


it's 12:23 AM now

Thursday, May 24, 2007

DELAYED ENTRY!!!!

(REALLY LATE ENTRY)

Well, I'm about to pass out from exhaustion. I missed 2 days of class to stay home and finish my Design Studies. I was sick for a day, because I caught the house sickness. I have finished 2 modules out of the 6 for this semester. I'm about to finish the rest in about 2 - 3 weeks. Now life drawing is the torture of the moment. Imagine your lecturer is a wo-man. Yes, that being, a woman, who talks like a man, has a figure like a man, but is in reality, a woman. Won't that scare the shit out of you? Okay, what if she cracks bad jokes, is unfair to students she doesn't like, and loves to pressure and threaten us all? Not the most brilliant thing in the world. We were told last week to go out and take pictures of building structures and whatever landmarks we can find. 15. 15 pictures. As if we're that free. Well, most of us downloaded off the net, and with the wonderful program called photoshop, resized and edited those pictures to make them seem more realistic. In class, within 5 hours, we were to draw the exact replica of 5 out of the 15 pictures we took, chosen by the lecturer. She of course, would want to torture us so picked the ones that would earn us less marks, with more negative space..or extra details, or more work to do. We're to do them with artline pen. Yeah, PEN. Shade and details with PEN, which mean the eraser is rendered useless at that exact moment. Well, of course, NOBODY finished, so we all took our drawings home to finish. Here I am with only 3 done, and several more hours till midnight to do the rest. Hurrah. Shit shit shit. I've got a girlfriend who is many many miles away from me in Brunei, having her mid year exams coming soon. The only thing I'd wish for is more feedback from her. Well, either ways, I'll be back in Brunei on June 12th, which is official. Flight is in the afternoon, so expect me to be back in my parent's house in the evening. That uh, um, a Tuesday, Well, a couple of days away from our 2nd year anniversary, so yay~Many movies to watch too. Though I don't look forward to the Mall Cineplex very much, now that I know I can just pay B$3.50 (so called the worst cinema unless you opt for Gold Class) to watch a movie in a cinema 2x to 3x larger than the Mall cineplex's theatre, plus the popcorn is ever so yummy, and its god-damn comfortable. (I have seen the 'world', lol) Well, beggars can't be choosers. Life is da shits here, so to say, with lack of sleep, weight put on eventhough I miss meals at times, so thats not cool at all, yeah? I hope to convert my one pack into something more admirable and less of a teasing material for my dear Min. Happy Mothers Day to all mothers, grandmothers and great-grandmothers. Do check out my other blog in MW. Wish me luck...so that I can finish all my assignments on time. I will sign off with this short poem here.

Oh dear, Oh my,
I'm about to die,
Feeling despair,
As if lack of breathing air,
Paper overloading in the bin,
Stress pouring in,
All this torture,
Is for my future,
To ensure Min's happiness next time,
I suppose, its almost the end of the rhyme,
So I hope Min, you appreciate my efforts,
All this for your future comfort.


it's 11:52 PM now

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Screwed

Which of these answers is correct?
You know your life is screwed when..

A) Someone who is your close friend uses your money without asking you first
B) One of your housemates moved out without discussing beforehand
C) One of your housemates moved out without a valid reason
D) You've just lost two of your best housemates to other circumstances
E) You're forking out all the money you can get to settle all the shit
F) Your name is on the contract paper
G) You have to do all the explaining to the landlady
H) The price of the rent skyrocketed because of the people who've left.
I) You want to spend more time with the one you love but time is playing games with you.
J) You know you're returning the hellhole on earth you call home back in KL in less than 2 weeks.
K) Your name is Kevin Leo Tan Tai Tee.
L) All the above.

Can I tag out and pass all this shit to you? Or you? Guess not. Well, the very least I hope you both will GO FUCK YOURSELVES. So much for friendship and responsibilities, yes? Peace the fuck out.


it's 1:49 PM now

Monday, May 07, 2007

Sigh. My life is drained away by all my assignments. This week is totally hell compared to any single day I've been through. Its basically even more hellish than O Levels. 2 to 3 times more difficult. Let's see..I've got my design studies portfolio to hand in by this week, which I have several more things left to do, but time is always short. Time time time. Basically even if I stayed up all day to do my assignment, it still wouldn't be completed on time. Today, I missed the deadline bonus of 10%, which I actually really need, just in case...since I missed a test worth 10%. Tomorrow, communication studies, I don't even know whether the fuck theres an oral presentation worth 70% on tomorrow or not. Wednesday, Analytical drawing portfolio to be handed in. Thursday, discussion of Final Integrated Project with lecturer who would be sure to scold and reject us again and again. Friday, Life Drawing portfolio, and exam worth a hell lot of marks. I haven't had enough sleep for 3 days just to do my work, and its still not done. Well, basically I just need to rant. Anyways, Happy Belated Birthday to Ang, and Happy Birthday Pamela, today. Hope you two have your wishes come true. Hope everyone is doing better than I am. I really need lots of caffeine now really...


it's 9:24 PM now