(This post is for my assignment, due every Saturday. Since it's more like a self reflective thing, might as well post as an entry. Relevant anyhow.)

First week back on campus everything seems to be moving at a fast pace, unlike the holidays where everything is slow paced and relaxing. First task back on campus is of course to register with the faculty and the usual stuff. I dislike registering on the first day but it seems like things went well and by God's grace I managed to finish the whole registration process in under 4 hours for the very first time since foundation (since you get that whole parental privilege thing if you bring a guardian). Not much classes on the first week back as well, and as such we were all still in the holiday mood.

Well, the biggest worry I have in mind right now is how to fill up my portfolio as it's completely uninteresting and probably not very packed at all, unlike the senior's portfolios that we have seen. Feels like there is a tough burden to keep up with the standards and especially since there is a big expectation on our batch as well.

Second thing on the worry list is the student's graduation exhibition and showcase. I reckon it's a real big mess right now. The hierarchy is set up, and I happen to be one of the leaders for one of the sub-groups, which is the video Team, but it seems some people are unhappy about that. All I can do is to show them what I can do I suppose. Some people love creating drama in our class after all. They love making scenes and getting the attention even though they do not have the skills to compensate for their big talks and loud voices. It's depressing that these people call themselves adults and professionals. But then, can't sink to their level and must maintain the team dynamics for the sake of the greater good and all that crap.

Lastly, something to reflect on my feelings:

I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere in the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do...yeah.

-Kryptonite, 3 Doors Down.

Because I am vulnerable and weak right now.