If you were to ask me: How's life?, I won't be able to give you a straight answer. Between feeling stressing for assignments and maintaining a strict budget to make sure I have enough money to even DO my assignments and juggling my emotions to make sure I do not become an idiot to the ones I love, I'd say life is so-so.

I know, sounds like I'm dramatizing my life a lot. It's not all that bad all the time of course. But when it's bad, it's really BAD. Now, people tend to underestimate the life of a designer, or that of a student designer. Also, people tend to badmouth LimKokWing university, which I seriously don't mind because of the crappy administration here, but seriously, I bet my life that some of the dipshits that make light of my course won't survive 1 month here doing my assignments.

Well, that's just bad ranting. I've too many things on my mind right now. Let me just list a few of them down:

- At least 400-450 pages worth of Topic Analysis for the dreadful Design Management. Yes, it's something like Business Management, go figure.
- Negotiation Interview/Roleplay, yes, that means we need to film stuff. Reports come with this assignment.
- Focus Group and Facilitation Group reports
- FILMING for my major and minor in Multimedia. That's TWO films. I don't mind but it's costing shitloads of money. RM1k for cameraman service. How's that sound? Great? No? I bet you my dad isn't happy. For your info, why I don't have my own camera : Camera body :RM2k+, Lenses RM2k+.
- Flash website.
- Location issues for my first film. No idea for my 2nd film yet. Not even a treatment or concept.
- Loads of presentations to go.
- My lecturer's expectations for me to excel in 3D just shot up the roof. I'm currently modelling a full detail car inside-out.

That's more or less it for my assignment half. I won't go into detail my personal and emotional issues, cuz that just highlights how much of a jackass I am. I guess that's all for now. Needed some ranting space. Hardly anyone to talk to about these things. Cheers.