It feels like I'm the only one trying to make things work sometimes, but that's a selfish thought. And hello again dear readers. I've been back in Brunei since the 21st, a surprise to most of the people here because I told them I was coming back on 25th. Wanted to see the shocked faces on some people. I managed to pull a ninja on a few people, most notably Min, who was waiting at my house the day I arrived. Great to see all the familiar faces again. I know I know, I don't sound all that hyped. (Barney says: Where's that HYPE!!!? I CAN'T FEEL IT!!!???//HIMYM Reference.)

Weather is slightly gloomy at the moment. I think. Or it could just be me. I really shouldn't be ranting now that I haven't got any assignments to do, but I really really am depressed about other things. I'm having a slight headache right now, don't know where that came from, but I wish it would be better soon.

Played badminton today. I think I need to push myself somemore. Plan to lose my weight and get fit before I go back for the next semester. If God allows it, maybe let me grow some height and then somehow someone can add that extra 5% into the 45%? Lol. Inside joke. Really busting my own self up over here, being in the same country and shit but not really able to do much. I curse my inability to drive. Hell, I'm a car idiot..God knows when I'll be able to drive. I'd have a nice steady job if I didn't come back..but if I didn't come back I'd be depressed as hell over in KL. Hmm, those who just finished their exams, good luck when you pick your results up.