Well, this time I'm not up doing assignments.

I just woke up from the sweetest dream ever. I'm all in tears though. It seemed like something that would be more likely to happen in the distant past, or in the far future. Something nostalgic that is probably unattainable for me right now.

I ended up going through some old emails, pictures and stuff. The times have changed indeed. And so have you and I.

I remember what started off as something that didn't seem would last more than a few months becoming something more than what I expected. I didn't expect to get sucked in this deep too.

If I think about it carefully, I suppose I've mistreated you more than once, been a little too harsh, said a lot of wrong things, and maybe at some point you had loved me more than I loved you. Strange, I know, but I guess that was then.

This is now. Can't do much, except hold in the pain, and face my back towards the people who laugh blissfully at me. After all, fate offers pain that is deserved, eh? Maybe this is what I get...

My Major Briefing is today. Wish me luck? I don't know what for..but maybe I can decide my future easier and be more confident about it. But whatever the future holds..I'll do what I can to make sure I go through with all the things I've planned..

Going to get back to sleep now. Ciaos.