..is far more painful than physical torture.

Dunno how long more I can keep this bullshit up. Sometimes I get tired of it, but I get back on my feet anyways. But I find it so hard to do that for some other things that should be of more importance.

Is there an easy way out that doesn't involve a lot of pain and suffering? I doubt that. But then again...

Anyways. Jump Ultimate Stars. Hikaru no Go. Assignments. Help me from losing my mind.

That's right folks. It's emo season. What with the weather, my surroundings, and possibly my new blanket, all don't seem to be helping the bright ray of effin' sunshine to stay in place long enough.

I seriously need to deal with my issues. Is there someone knowledgeable with regards to cloning or matters of the universe around to assist?

Meh, It appears that I'm suffering from acute withdrawal syndrome.

Sigh. So many things to say. But no, I can't be too honest with myself. Because that would make other people's lives suck. And so I remain shrouded in the mists of insanity, faltering between the line of responsibility and defeat. But seriously, I feel like running away and disappearing from the world right now. Seeking attention right now? Maybe. Anyways, back to attempting suicide by not sleeping at all. Too many questions I don't have answers to, and only one thing I want in life I can't get. Night folks.