Life is strange, all the time it's strange. Lol, if you'd ask me for a definition of what my life is I won't know how to answer you honestly. Sitting around making references to fictional stuff and relating them to real life situations? Sulking and brooding till day breaks and wishing for love? Or working around the clock trying to finish piles of work that never seem to stop towering over you?

Then there's this and that happening here and there, and all of a sudden you're lost from the crowd. I know I'm probably not making any sense, but then again, I might be. I understand that life is beyond tertiary education, getting a job, getting married, having sex, having kids, raising kids, getting old and dying just like that. Life's more, but I probably can't be bothered much right now. All I care about is trying not to give up on myself, also trying not to isolate myself from the crowd too much. Heck, I love my crowd. My crowd is awesome. Of course there's the occasional retard every now and then but who cares?

*reads through* Hmm, probably a bit too ambiguous but ah well. I'm starting to slice and dice away my work pile one by one, leaving me with a few more things to do before I finish up my semester.

I'd say I'm stuck in a forked road right now, leading off to different place each one road. Also each road doesn't seem so bright and shiny. Hell, I'd say that each road has spikes, traps, bumps and all that crap. The outcome for following any one of those roads would probably be the same, because there's one defining factor. And I need that defining factor to work if not I'd probably trip over a rock, fall over and get spiked, then get up, trip and fall into a pit of acid. Which doesn't really sound all that bad if you're into S&M. Too bad I'm not. Would've been a fun trip otherwise.

Straying a bit off what I was saying originally I guess. I was on a real nice sailing trip till it got ruined, so I guess what I'm doing now is trying not to drown...in sorrow. I guess there's this lil' flame inside of me, you know. And then there's wind. But the wind, depending on whether its blowing too strong or too weak, has different effects on that flame. Blow too strong, you'll blow my flame out. Stop blowing, and the flame will just burnout. Right amount of wind would be nice, and during the right times to prevent burnout.

There's a bad and good to everything right? So if you keep highlighting the bad, no matter what the good does, it makes no difference. Why bother unfolding the negativity that brings no benefit except more doubts, pain and sorrow? The positive is there to keep things in balance, so don't neglect it.

Hahaha, anyways...I'm exhausted. Got a test tomorrow afternoon. Good night folks. Hope you've enjoyed my total randomness.