Sometimes some of us are put into a situation where we don't know what to do completely. Standing between the line of good and evil, black and white, not sure whether we should take that step forward or retreat backward. Sometimes it's easy to say such things as 'Let God Decide' and we do that, with full faith, expecting something. Sometimes we don't do that. We end up deciding for ourselves what happens, we do it because it 'feels right'.

Ever get a feeling? One breath away from doing something that 'feels right', although from another point of view, it could just be the most wrong thing ever. For instance, a sniper deciding whether or not to take a life for the sake of something larger at stake, let's say, his country. The bystander would think that there should be a more peaceful solution for the problem rather than taking a life. Now I suppose with each person a different opinion for this situation could be produced, so I'd rather not talk about mine.

I don't know where do I stand sometimes. The Black, White or Gray? For some people there isn't even a such thing as the gray. Something is either pure evil, or purely good. There is only a right, wrong, and no just. I mean, I could be rambling all day about this. I could be making some sense, or I could be making no sense at all.

Many things are running through my mind right now it could just explode. What of this, what of that? Why is it like this, why is it like that? Call me silly or someone full of nonsense but I can't help it. Just gonna sign this off now.

"I've lost all reason, therefore I've become unreasonable."

"Reality is gonna keep slapping you in the face for a lifetime, and sometimes it takes a lifetime to notice that reality has taken slapped you more than once."

"One day comes the time when you have to decide whether to sacrifice me to the devil or not."

Done rambling for now, g'night folks. Back to assignments.