You know, sometimes we underestimate the things we do for other people, and other people underestimate the things we do for them. Why am I saying this all of the sudden? I don’t know either. I woke up today feeling like a little depressed, something I haven’t felt in a long time and I have all these things already in my head and I have no clue how those got there. I know, it sounds like someone opens up my head when I’m sleeping and plants stuff in there or something. How I’m feeling now is almost like how I felt a couple of months ago when I just got dumped. Trashy, sucky feeling. Not that I’m thinking of Min, but I’m having a heavy headache and feeling very lonely right now. I hope this feeling goes away soon.

My 2 nights in JB was okay I guess. I can’t say it was the best, because mostly I spent my time in the hotel room or wandering the streets alone. It was too bad really; the person that I went there to meet (Xiang Yun) was sick and all. But of course, it’s not her fault, and I don’t blame her at all. I doubt I was the most interesting guest either (I was quiet most of the time). I’ll take it as another test of patience. Things eventually turn around, even if it feels like it takes forever sometimes. I know this very well.

Anyways, onto not so greater things. Did you know they were making a Cloverfield manga? Did you know there was a Tekken live-action movie coming up soon, directed by Dwight H. Little? Also did you know that there is a possibility for a Toy Story 3 (2010)? Did you know about the new Death Note live-action movie that is out just? Death Note L – Change the WorLd, featuring the last 23 days of L’s live, of course this only happens in the live-action movie. There’s also a special one-shot manga out that shows what happened several years after the death of Kira a.k.a Yagami Light.

Enough about that. Haha, okay I don’t know what else to add. Random things? Connections, hmm, no not wireless or internet connections. Connections with people. I guess sometimes we make mistakes, and we become mistakes that other people make (you catch my drift?), and the connection or bond with have with whoever is lost. And of course, being normal human beings, most of us don’t have the ability to warp time backwards (you know, like what Jay Chou did in Kung Fu Dunk.) so our mistakes remain mistakes even when sometimes we try to rectify it in the present by doing the right thing, so on and so forth. God, I don’t know where I’m going with this but…supposedly we’re supposed to move on ahead and make new connections and bond with new people to overwrite the ones that were lost. Do better this time I guess? Then again, being the normal human beings that most of us are, we tend to repeat our mistakes, something that’s in all of our genes and can’t be helped sometimes. Get it? No? Nevermind, I don’t understand what I just typed either.

I think I’m pretty much done for now. Taxi is arriving in a bit, then I can take that to the bus station and from the bus station I’m going back to KL. Cheers~