Shinocturne

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very High
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

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Looks like I'm filled with more wrath that I could imagine.

it's 4:07 AM now

Friday, October 26, 2007

Why do you keep appearing in my head?

I need my misery to come to an end.

It's bloody 5am in the morning and I'm wide awake.

God I wish I could scream out loud right now.

I effing hate nightmares and flashbacks, especially when I don't want them.

Good night, I'm going to start counting sheep. I've got to wake up at 8.30am later. Got exams, hope I won't miss it.

it's 5:03 AM now

Monday, October 22, 2007

Thou hath fallen from grace.

Uni life.

Yeah, big difference compared to highschool and all that crap.

Then again, I never strained this much even in highschool.

The next 3 weeks and the past 3 weeks have been hell.

Soon I'll be home, although I'm not that excited until I meet my friends again.

What's life now?

It's pencil, papers, tears and blood.

Life is another piece of artwork that I'll need to work on.

Where will I be in few years time?

Completing my degree in London.

And after that?

Probably struggling with a job, still trying to find my other half or the pieces of myself that's missing now.

I've forgotten how is it to put up a genuine smile.

Well, I must be off. I've got to bury myself in my assignments. Good luck to all.

it's 7:03 PM now

Monday, October 15, 2007

AllRandom

1. You complain when its hot, and you're never thankful when it rains either. So, what gives?

2. I've asked. I just haven't got your reply yet.

3. No, I don't see any difference yet.

4. I'd love to see you lose your legs. And then maybe tell you to stand up. Won't that be funny now?

5. Oh right, you're that guy. Do I owe you anything, like maybe...a punch or two?

6. No, you don't owe me money and I'm not asking you for any. Stop staring at me.

7. Go ahead, try my shoes on. Oops, I forgot, you've got fat feet. That's a shame.

8. Why are you upset? Sorry I didn't notice that we're attending a funeral now.

9. Yes, we've got World Cup, Noodle Cup, Plastic Cup, oh. What? You wanted a C-Cup? Right the back, sir.

10. No, for the last time. I'm telling you : Mamak stalls don't take credit cards.

11. Apparently, you smell like crack. Got some?

12. I was once told me happiness shared is twice the happiness, and suffering shared is half the suffering.

13. I'm pretty sure that my mother once knew this girl who knew this boy who told you that he knew a woman who knew his girlfriend who probably was with her boyfriend who announced that his surrogate mom recognized a female who was positively involved with that mom's son who then thinks that you might've wasted a couple of seconds of your life reading this. Good on you.

14. Look, the dude tried. Cut him some slack and cheer him up. Maybe you should feed him with porn?

15. There's a reason why people who are suffering are more bitter than those who are happy and fine. That's because they can't find enough reasons to be for, or their one reason to be happy got snatched away from their hands.

16. Yes, this is the home for the vertically challenged people, may I help you? Oh, you can't see me? Hmm, that appears to be a problem then.

17. Why don't you come over more often so I can give you private lessons? Yes, of course. Privately.

18. The hunter needs to refine his hunting skills or his current prey will get away. I'd say she's a fine one, so it's a big waste if you let this magnificent beast run you by just like that.

19. No, that's not a corpse. I wish it was. Then maybe I can let it have my virginity. Oops, did I just say that out loud?

20. I heard staring at stars can give you cancer. But what the heck, what doesn't give you cancer these days?

-END RANDOMNESS-

it's 2:43 AM now

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Left Brain VS Right Brain

http://www.news.com.au/perthnow/story/0,21598,22492511-5005375,00.html

Taken from Kakashin's blog, awesome thing this is. At first it turns Anti-clockwise for me, but after a while of focus (roughly half a minute) , I managed to see it turn clockwise. Can you do it?

it's 5:21 PM now

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Sometimes I wonder, whether it is because of my own faults, that bad things happen to me. Maybe I'm right? Haha..I've brought a lot of stupid things upon myself.

Computer Virus? Yeah, a high class one. Something that a cyber terrorist would use. I'm not the only one though. A lot of LKW students and lecturers also caught it. Some are more fortunate than me as they do not lose their years worth of information and memories. Is it a sign from God to start over fresh? Lol, maybe, if I take it that way but it still hurts me. If only I still had her then I certainly wouldn't feel so much at loss.

Well, let's explain how I got infected now, shall we? This virus is apparently Malaysian made. Possibly one of our students who doesn't like LKW so much and decided that it was fun to screw everyone's life up.

Anyone who uses LKW Wi-Fi could possibly get it. Anyone who uses the USB jacks of the LKW computers could get it too. I didn't do any of those two things mentioned but, people have been using my laptop as a means to store their information. And they have the virus in their thumbdrives, so that means I get infected too.

Well, you might be wondering, antivirus? Well, it seems some antivirus programs do not have any effect on this. Firstly, if its only a thumbdrive, then it only screws the autorun system on the pendrive. If it's on a computer system however, its a different case.

It disables system restore. And its a hidden file, so you think that if you enable the option to see hidden folders on folder options you'll see it. But you're wrong. Because it removes folder options. Lol, sucks. Think you can disable it from startup or task manager? Wrong, disabled. Antivirus? Only some can trace it. But not remove it. Try to delete it? It duplicates. Don't do anything and shut down? It duplicates on startup. Mine? Well, it took over my system32 folder and corrupted my files and overwrote my OS, means, it became my Windows. It's some retard OS and I can no longer access Windows.

Of course formatting was not an option for me. So I had to try to reacquire as many files as I could. But of course, unfortunately, I could only get back 10% of my files, which are the ones I downloaded only recently. All songs, pictures, assignments. LOST. Sad.

So after that to completely remove the virus, I reformatted my laptop.

Other bad things have happened too. I can't say what exactly, but ah well.

it's 2:40 PM now

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Tattoo

Anyone want a Tat on their photos? Lol..I'm open for 3 requests for photo manipulation per week. Will work on weekends. If the job is minimal I will see if I can take anymore requests.

it's 3:33 PM now

Monday, October 01, 2007

Honestly. How honest can a person be? How honest are you? Does your mind speak truth, or does your heart speak the truth? Which do you listen to? What do you define as the truth? Is it something you want to believe in, or something you make believe of? Can you really do what other people tell you to do when you actually don't want to, or can't bring yourself to do it? Can you tell yourself a lie just to be 'okay' when you're not? How long can you keep doing it? How long can you go on until you break apart when the lie is shattered by the cruel harsh reality of your feelings? Can you keep suppressing your feelings when whatever you do, it keeps coming after you? How many times in your life have you been cheated? How many times in life have you cheated yourself? For the better good? For worst? Can you change yourself with a lie?

Even I don't know anymore.

The two voices that I hear inside me...Which do I listen to? What of logic, and what of emotions? God I hate this feeling...

it's 4:31 AM now