1) Thinking of you just fills my heart with hatred and anger, although you don't deserve it, and maybe you do not realize whether you've done anything wrong or not. Your friend has indirectly screwed my life over by saying stupid things, that changed many things. If it is possible, I would like to sit down with you and have a chat until I find my peace. Although the most likely thing to happen is you mocking me and you ending up in a wheelchair and having experienced the scariest moment of your life. Your ignorance is your bliss, truly. I hope you continue not to know anything so to prevent you from feeling any damaging physical pain.


2) Thinking of you makes me want to cry and scream and not live anymore. The pain is excruciatingly painful and eventhough with time, prayer, effort, willpower, friendship, it still remains there with scars that are opened over and over with each memory being recalled unwillingly. You are ridiculously ungrateful and stupid. I want to make this go away, but its going to take more time it seems.

3) Thinking of you just makes me want to forget about you faster because you are not worth it. I don't want to waste a single braincell on you because apparently you lack them, and I don't want to decrease my intelligence to your level.

4) Thinking of you makes me wonder what I should do next. Approach? Stay away for a while? Confusion is the agenda now.

5) Thinking of you makes me feel bad, but what can I do? I'm a student, I'm doing my best, hopefully you'd support me until I graduate and surely you'll get your just rewards in the near future. (Time goes faster than everyone thinks I suppose.)

6) Thinking of you makes me want to go back to the past and have fun again, you were great, fun, and we all had good times together, all the precious ups and downs we had.

7) Overall, I hate you the most for being you. You who are too weak, lost it again, and probably having a difficult time and trying to adjust to life again. I hate you because you hate me too. I don't know what to do with you. Why don't you start thinking of answers and giving them to me?

Well, there, just ranting and expressing my frustration. The you may not be you and the you does not refer to the same person everywhere and certain you-s may refer to several different people. If you know who you are, then congratulations, I have nothing for you except maybe an apology, or thanks.