"Row that boat, row it with your own hands. Don't entrust your oars to those that will rejoice when you're gone."

"sono fune wo goi de yuke omae no te de goi de yuke omae ga kiete yorokobu mono ni omae no ooru wo makaseru na."

"その船を漕いでゆけ お前の手で漕いでゆけお前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな."

I will leave you to ponder upon that phrase. If you do a Google or Wiki search on the phrase I have presented to you above you will find that its from a song called Sorafune, sung by Tokio. It also happens to be the ending theme for the J-Drama, My Boss My Hero, which is based on the Korean movie with the same title. Nice song, nice drama, go check it out.

Well, its about 4.56am now, I have class in a few hours and I am sleepless. Why? Beats me. I think that its obvious enough. Troublesome yet I can't help it that much. My efforts have been quite relentless if you ask me.

I'll be buying a Nikon D40X, a DSLR camera this weekend. I will need to sharpen my skills in using profanity when dealing with the horrid and equally rude shopkeepers in Selangor Photography. Of course after that I will be happily taking pictures of this and that I think. But lately I'm sick of looking at old photos. So sick that its so painful to even think about the so called memory behind those photos. What do they mean to me now except something that I can not obtain for the time being or maybe even in the near future? Well, rejoice. I shall stop that at there.

Funny shit really. I might go and try to have some sleep. Anyways, my internet connection is still not stabilized so I might not receive messages on MSN and you might not receive the ones that I send either.

I've learned a lot from my first week, although it is quite stressful. I might post a summary of the interesting things sometime when I'm free and not thinking about my stupid fucked up relationship with her. Whoops, profanity. Oh Right, it doesn't really matter. Good night and may everyone else sleep better than me. Thanks to my taggers for their support though, mucho love.

it's 4:49 AM now