Meh, sometimes I wonder how my life turned out this way. I mean yeah, I'm a 17 year old in college, doing fine, have a sort of nice family but they can be problematic at times, although I am really fond of all my cousins, both on my mom and dad's side. Besides that, I'm not poor, neither am I rich. I'm just so-so. The only thing I want right now, turned out to be a really sad pathetic excuse of a joke. I'm really confused, hurt and angry deep down but yeah, like I already mentioned before, I'm trying to move on with my life. I have a life yes, unlike others, who pass away young, without ever having the chance to fulfill their dreams and so on so forth. I've done pretty well for my first semester if I must say so myself, although it is nothing to be proud. Lately, His Majesty the Sultan of Brunei celebrated his 61st birthday. Not to make a big deal of things...but, I really hate those morons who park their cars on the side and middle of the road just to see fireworks that are nothing special because every year we see the same damn thing AND they have the really stupid police force that has two consecutive road blocks on the road which are not so far apart. Gah, bloody stupid. What's the point of that?

Okay, with that aside...

I really wish I could just let it go so easily and be happy with my life but it's not that easy. It really is easier said than done. It's not that I'm not trying, alright? Don't give me that crap that I need to have a positive mindset to make it work. I'm positive enough as I am now. I'd elaborate but I'd rather not pollute my entry right now. It's amazing how I can feel bad enough before I came to Brunei and feel worst when I'm about to go back to KL. I just had to be that fool that wanted to trust you eh?

I went hiking with Burt yesterday, we climbed about 7 hills. I think we would've done 9 but I wasn't up for it, and uh around the 6th hill I think, I slipped and injured my ankle. That plus my neck was already sore since the morning so it was difficult for me to look up and down. T'was alright, since I haven't hiked in a long time.

Today, its the 18th. That marks my first whole month being a single bastard, lol. Well, not that I had a 'real' girlfriend while I was in KL for 3 months anyways. Ahaha...sad.

Strange how I'm still so nice to Min and waiting and yeah..you get my point. Burt's about to arrive and pick me up so I guess I'll leave the blog at this. I'll blog again when I have the time. Maybe more wallpapers and photos...Night.

it's 8:02 PM now