Things have been mostly down for me as of late. I started Uni again today. Woke up like around 7-ish because someone's phone kept going off with 3 different songs as alarm. One of them I didn't really like in particular. At about 7.30 I gave up on sleeping and went to take my shower. After that nothing much. We left for campus and attended the faculty meeting in our Life Drawing Studio, got our timetables and stuff.

I got 7 subjects now, brilliant really. (*hint of sarcasm*)

Effective Research
Life Drawing 2
Creative Studies 2
Design Studies 2
Photography
History of Arts
Malaysian Studies

Yep, thats 7.

Other than Uni, I can't really go online often due to the fact that my line is down. Now I'm borrowing another unit's connection for a while, just to post this blog entry.

Really, I really don't like being alive lately. Its like walking on a hell on earth. But I guess I should count myself lucky, I guess. I can't sleep properly, can't eat properly, can't even be a proper person. I've been falling sick a lot lately, headaches, dizziness, nosebleeds, minor fevers. I'm not sure if I should be worried or not but I'll go for a checkup eventually.

Well I paid my educational fees, and I have yet to pay for my accomodation fees. Soon I have to purchase my own DSLR for my Photography Class, and hmm buy something to entertain myself. (*hint* DS Lite *cough*)

*cough* Well, not that I am interested or not that I am bragging either but as of recently I seem to have been approached by several er girls. Lol, like I said not that I'm interested but the news that I've been dumped seems to have travelled like forest fire... Ah, its a bit annoying because I don't know if they're taking pity on me or taking advantage of me. >_> *end cough*

Hmm, its really sad. I'm still waiting for Min. Wai wa 'pathetique' desu ne? Haha, I've been picking up some Kansai accent recently...Mmm, it feels like I've lost a big part of myself, and there's still a lot of emptiness. Guess she doesn't feel the same way for me. And well, I really wish I didn't have to be this way, but this is what I'm made of. Heh..a fool indeed. Either ways, whatever decision she makes, nobody else is going to suffer any consequences cept' me but I guess its just another risk that I have to take...

Aighto, I'm ending my blog here. I'm neither 'here' nor 'there' at this point in time. Oh btw, I've got a new Motorola phone from Ang. Not exactly mine but basically mine since he's not using it but if it breaks or anything (if that's likely to happen) I'll pay for the repairs. Alright, really signing off here then. Thanks to my loyal taggers for tagging in my absence.

it's 3:50 PM now