Shinocturne

Hisashiburi da na? Lol, its been a while since I last blogged anywhere, or been on the internet for that fact. Time time time, well, most of my time has been dedicated to doing my assignments, or sleeping for that fact. I get to go out at least twice a week, to get groceries or to unwind either at the cinema or at the arcade. Things are reasonably...difficult here. While I have Ang here now, along with my new bunch of friends, I definitely still miss my old ones. Not only that, I've managed to reduce my pile of work, but now I'm left with my final integrated project, where I'm involved in designing a new board game, based on cross-culture and monopoly as the theme. That means I make a game, which more or less plays like monopoly, but isn't monopoly. Also, it must have the theme of cross culture. Well, lately all the lecturers are doing are rejecting our ideas and having us redo our 200 or so sketches >_>...Demanding, no? It works this way, first we pick a random word, associate several words to that word, as in, a mind map. From those words we are to draw sketches, based on our situation, which is : To create a new game based on cross culture and monopoly. 200 effing sketches. Other than the final integrated project, I've got to complete my undone works, or rejected works and submit them in 2 weeks time for Design Studies. Creative Studies is okay, Life Drawing is meh..I've got to draw and colour several building structures. Analytical Drawing, just have to write an essay and finish up on my final artform on abstraction. Communication Studies..well, we're learning how to make presentations...bla bla. Okay, thats basically what I've been busy with. I've actually got some pictures to upload here, but then I forgot to bring my pendrive, so maybe some other time then hm? I miss Min lots, Manzy, Burt, Irene, the DragonZ and everyone else I forgot to mention. I wish I could be cut some slack, but I guess this is just college. I hope I survive my 3 and a half years left. Well, hope everyone will take care, and hope Min drops by more often..

it's 3:03 PM now

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it's 2:59 PM now

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Additional Information

This is to Min, if I've offended you in any way or made you angry, then sorry, from the bottom of my heart. Its up to you if you want to remain angry or anything of the sort. Although I do ask for your forgiveness... Just stay well. Love you lots. See you around then.

it's 2:26 PM now

Pressure

Well...like what I felt earlier, it more or less came true, lol. Anyways, I have my arm injured. Sort of injured it while exercising. Is it twisted? Can't say for sure. It really hurts now its so painful to even hold up my phone. That plus I've been getting gastrick attacks for several days in a row now.

I tried calling Min, to tell her, and to ask her how she is now, but she got angry at me. Well, naturally, I didn't have much to say so yeah. I dunno how she is feeling now, but forgetting about how DST works isn't my fault. Its not like I wanted to forget purposely. I can't even get a break from anything.

Stress, pressure, and stress, and pressure. CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND A BIT? Gah. I'm only trying to care, trying to make sure you don't regret later on, being a little caring, but I guess I ought to shut up now. Sigh, forget it.

Hope you've cooled down on your own. If you ever need anything, I'll be around. Take care of yourself, make the right choices and don't regret again. I'll see everyone around. No internet connection. Using CC now. Bye.

it's 2:07 PM now

Monday, April 09, 2007

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There are many things in life we cannot predict, we cannot tell...whats going to happen. I dunno whats going on, maybe its a gut feeling, or something. But I feel something thats disturbing my heart and mind. Uncertainty, uneasiness. I'm burning with murderous rage about something but I don't know what it is. I pray that the Lord prevent whatever the source of this fear and anger go away...and change it to something better. I hope what I fear won't happen. Wish I was stronger. Good Night.

it's 12:26 AM now

Friday, April 06, 2007

manzy helps kevin blog

Well, sad to say my previous entry didn't go through, and I didn't notice that. Hmm, where to start now?

Life is okay. College life is not so okay. Overall, life is so so.

Pile of assignments, especially from Design Studies, a 5 Credit subject, making it one of the toughest ones, Life Drawing as well, which I couldn't attend today due to sickness.

Well, life everyday is almost like this :

Wake up at 8, everyday, except Wednesdays and weekends. Shower, breakfast, and off to campus.

Class starts, work work work until 12, break until 2, then class resumes, usually finishing around 3-4.

On Wednesdays, class starts at 11, and finishes around 4 or 5, depending on our lecturer's choice.

Mondays, Design Studies, lots of homework, Tuesdays, Communication Studies in Design in the morning and Moral in the afternoon, unfortunately, and then Wednesdays, Analytical Drawing, Thursdays, Creative Studies, and Fridays Life Drawing.

Out of all these, I hate Life Drawing the most.

Hmm, if I were to count my assignments, I think I have about 25++ to hand in by the end of the semester, including the ones I have to redo.

Well, I wish I could let out my frustration, and talk to someone, but too bad, the only person I have is out of reach, and probably too busy to handle my woes. Sigh, I suppose the only ones who can understand this pain are my classmates >_>

Ah, I did my first cosplay, but too bad, only one picture of me. My role in the Japanese Modern Culture Club got slightly bigger, I suppose, now Sub-Committee, means I get a new uniform to flash around (but also meaning more $ flying away).

I got my hair cut the other day, and dyed for the first time. Its copper-ish brown, but still seen as black, unless under a certain amount of light exposure.

Well, here are some pictures...

it's 2:14 PM now