I'm bored.

Very bored.

Ah, and I'm still part of Strays. For those who don't know, thats a manga-scanlating group. I'm actually doing translating for them now. I was originally doing typesetting and cleaning, but I figured I wasn't fast enough for them.

Okay, I feel bad. Very bad. I feel like drilling a hole through my skull so the emotions can flow right out and I'll feel fine again. You can call it mix feelings : Jealousy for obvious reasons, Anxiety..well, maybe cuz I'm leaving, Worry..for somethings, Anger..towards myself, and some other stuff.

Hmm, looks like some kind of fucked up salad of emotions.

I wrote something over at http://mugen-wishes.blogspot.com

And for those who don't know, thats where me and my girlfriend, Min, blog. But ah, she hasn't blogged there in ages. Been blogging there alone for months.

I'm tired. Very tired. And I feel bloody neglected. >_>

According to my dad, I get my laptop in a few days..or so.

I've been practising drawing, you know? Lol, its hard...making different sorts of hairstyles or all my characters would look the same. Ah, but my design skills aren't rusting away either..still practising as well. Ask Burt, he knows.

I am resisting temptation to actually spar and beat up my brother at the moment, because he is asking me to help him train. >_>"

Well, good night. I hope Min comes on later. She has no idea how sucky I feel, lol.

it's 8:57 PM now