Shinocturne

I've got net. My wireless picked up a stray connection from out of nowhere. All it says is 'Home Sweet Home', unsecured wireless connection. >_> What else would I do? Stare at it? No, of course not. I'm currently abusing it, but its dead slow. But, I should still be thankful. Haha.

Right, lots of events that happened the past few days, or a week. I suppose? Hmm, I don't really recall much, but today we went to watch Death Note 2 : The Last Name. Disappointing because the movie ends just like that there, but its still okay. With a few unexpected twists here and there, manga and anime fans couldn't probably guessed that it would've happened that way. Both main characters die. Sad.

Other than the movie, we had lunch at A.Ayam today, in Qlap. We used overdued coupons, and still made it. Er, maybe the store just wants to make money. Anyways, the Huggabears surprised me with a cake. T_T Thanks. If I were more emotional, I would cry. But still, thanks a lot, really made my day, the cake did.

I saw Heroes, and then I remembered. I WANT HEROES. >_> The retard net people HAD to effing screw up my net around this most crucial moment.

Gah, anyways, a few of this and that, I'm too lazy to summarize, but yes indeed, things have been good for the past few days. Brilliant, brilliant indeed.

Well, I guess thats all for now, going some other place to blog! My friends overseas think I've been hit by the tsunami or something >_> Lol~Good night! Until next time!

Oh...and I might be leaving on February 2nd, if not earlier. Though February 2nd would be an ideal date indeed. Thats all then! Bye~

it's 10:58 PM now

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

I've run out of ideas for titles.

I sudah booking laptop ku. Lol, sorry for my last entry. I nearly had a row with someone really close, don't want to say who, but yeah. It was sucky.

I tripped and fell today. That was when I went to visit Min, umm, dad came, was talking to her but didn't see where I was walking so I tripped over a large-ass metallic object. My leg still hurts.

I swear, I sang a Gospel when I took a bath. Especially when the holy waters ran over the wound. Lol, not very nice I tell you.

Didn't go hiking today, cuz I had an appointment with some lady who is menguruskan the importing job of my laptop. Yes import, cuz the prices are insane here in Brunei. I've got the lady to install the programs I need, with the graphic card I want. Now all I'm lacking is a mouse, and a headset, which I should be buying soon.

I tapao-ed some food for Min just now, and its nice to still hear a 'Thank you Darling' from her once in a while. Makes me feel really good. Lol.

Am listening to a weird bunch of music assortment at the moment. Something from Weiss Kreuz, then there was a Korean Song, then a really weird Chinese instrumental song...

Well, enough of that. I've got big news, yay! I don't know what it is. Right. >_>"

Sorry for that. Lol, I'm just dead bored. Ooooh, Life is Like a Boat is playing right now. Err, okay, good night. Sorry for the last post, really. It must be scaring the shits out of you...knowing my mentality. >_>"

it's 8:22 PM now

Monday, January 15, 2007

I Want To Swear.

Very Much So. The FUCK did I do wrong? The FUCK did I not do right? What did I bloody do to deserve to be treated like this? KNNBLCB. Thats an abbrieviated swear. I'm sure you don't want to know. I'm leaving. Yeah. Leaving, but in my last month, I can't even get what I want. I don't even get treated properly. Yeah? Not my fucking fault I'm not born handsome or rich. There are many curses and swears I have in mind now but I cannot bring myself to say it out here. Maybe you might think its shameful. So yeah, fuck life. I need a bigass selotape, so I can selotape a smile back on my fucking face. Night. I just want to vent.

it's 11:14 PM now

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Why why why why why why?

I'm bored.

Very bored.

Ah, and I'm still part of Strays. For those who don't know, thats a manga-scanlating group. I'm actually doing translating for them now. I was originally doing typesetting and cleaning, but I figured I wasn't fast enough for them.

Okay, I feel bad. Very bad. I feel like drilling a hole through my skull so the emotions can flow right out and I'll feel fine again. You can call it mix feelings : Jealousy for obvious reasons, Anxiety..well, maybe cuz I'm leaving, Worry..for somethings, Anger..towards myself, and some other stuff.

Hmm, looks like some kind of fucked up salad of emotions.

I wrote something over at http://mugen-wishes.blogspot.com

And for those who don't know, thats where me and my girlfriend, Min, blog. But ah, she hasn't blogged there in ages. Been blogging there alone for months.

I'm tired. Very tired. And I feel bloody neglected. >_>

According to my dad, I get my laptop in a few days..or so.

I've been practising drawing, you know? Lol, its hard...making different sorts of hairstyles or all my characters would look the same. Ah, but my design skills aren't rusting away either..still practising as well. Ask Burt, he knows.

I am resisting temptation to actually spar and beat up my brother at the moment, because he is asking me to help him train. >_>"

Well, good night. I hope Min comes on later. She has no idea how sucky I feel, lol.

it's 8:57 PM now

Friday, January 12, 2007

How is your new year coming along?

Well, to answer myself, mine seems to be okay. At times it seems things are so fucked up I want to swear and shout out loud. Sometimes things are so good I selotape a smile on my face for the time being, which is good. Ah, such is this so called thing called life. Some of you may have heard this before, but here goes : Some say life is one bad thing after another. Some others say its one bad thing again and again. >_>" Not sure if anyone gets that but yeah.

Random things coming up, I just noticed that on my dad's side, the family seems to be lacking in the female species? As stated by Burt-sensei and my cousin, Anthraxxxx in Burt's tagboard, our male genes are probably too powerful. I think I have very little female cousins from my dad's side.

Hmm, this and that, etc etc. I've got my letter of offer and I'm officially in LKW! Hurrah~Umm yeah, leaving probably by the end of the month to KL. Maybe live with my An-yang for a few days. For those of you who don't get the Hainam/Hainan dialect, thats a way to refer to your dad's younger sister.

Alright, Bleach110 is out! And these past few days the net is shit, so don't expect many new entries for the time being! I'm gonna be adding some links to my list later on, so meh. Should've done those a long time ago but I was being lazy. XD

Well, now that I've actually blogged, I'm going off XD Haha, umm and I finally remembered to bring Irene's present for her today! We went to Hua Hua Restaurant, not to be mistaken with Hau Hua, which has separated from Hua Hua..for some reason. The erm, waitress lady there is a bit too old so maybe she was nyanyuk and thats why we had double the amount of drinks we ordered. XD She was very persistant and kept forcing us to order things that we didn't want. >_>"

Ah okay, I'm realling stopping here, lol. Got some work to do. Good night!

it's 7:50 PM now

Sunday, January 07, 2007

This End Sucks

Being on the 'being blamed' end sucks, as always. Lol. Anyways, good night. To those who know, well, brilliant, to those who don't, umm, nevermind. Btw, I'm still waiting for my darn Letter of Offer for my course. Hope I get it soon...along with my laptop. Magazine..about 70% done, for more inquiries, do ask, otherwise, eff off. Lol, just kidding. Hmm, thats all then. Good night. I feel a heavy shitloads of burden being pushed onto me.

it's 12:12 AM now

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Just Blog

Lol, the new year is being tricky already. I feel like things are going to turn bitchy again. Well, they already have. Not that bad, but I just feel that I am being treated unfairly there. Fucked up things don't really stop. If you don't know what I mean, well, nevermind, lol. Happy New Year's indeed.

Well, enough of that. Hmm, Min came to my house on the 1st, where we cooked, ate, played around, talked, watched anime and all that. Was a very nice day indeed. 2nd day she went out with her bro and nephew. 3rd I went to look for her after school. Today I went to look for her again. As you can see, I want to spend most of my time with her before I take off. Which could be sudden, because I don't even know when. Could be here, could be then. Just wish there was more time. I just need to live through this shit and then get it over with soon. Hmm, come to think of it, once I graduate out of college, I can already support Min, lol. Brilliant.

Anyways, I heard our class/school magazine is done. Ya-ta-ne. For those who lack the knowledge of the Japanese language, that was a very cold way of saying 'Yay'. Lol, my mom is sick, and I think my dad and her went down to Limbang to withdraw money from the bank for my laptop, but I could be wrong. I hope its the laptop, lol. Hmm, I have a tablet already, thanks to my mother-in-law-to-be. Yes, I am still the 'son-outlaw' not the 'son-inlaw' yet, while Min already made it 'in' to my parents eyes. Ruddy excellent.

Well, thats all for now. I feel like crap, lol. Very down indeed. Just a sudden thing, no worries. Off I go to cram my nose into a Rurouni Kenshin manga.

it's 9:19 PM now

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Wai~New Year 2007 Banzai!

Hahaha yay for it is a new year! Boo, for my last entry was lost somehow. I swear, I really did blog. It was a few minutes before 12 on New Year's Eve.

Anyways, new year, new things. You know what I have taken a liking to? Belgium Chocolates! and what else? Belgium Hot/Chilled Chocolate! Mmmm delicious! *drools*

Okay, well, 2006 has been one hell of a roller coaster ride for me. More ups than downs really. But as they say, forget the bad, cherish the good. Or something like that, as it doesn't always apply.

Been one fucked up wonderful glorious tragic year for me, and well, I guess you get my point, if you've been visiting me a lot XD

I'm eating a triple-decker sandwich right now, gonna watch some anime, and then go to bed. Tomorrow a bunch of us will be going to school to mess it up. Nawh, jk, just gonna visit and settle some stuff.

Weird thing it is, now that I ain't a SGS-ian anymore, people ask me, 'What school you from?' I'll have to answer 'LKW College you bitch' though I usually leave out the bitch part >_>" Today someone asked me, 'Tahun ini, Form berapa?' and I didn't know what to say @@"

Pretty soon I'll be leaving this small island that is almost impossible to be located by someone who has never heard of it before. Couple of American friends of mine call it 'small shitling island' >_>" Ah well. I'll be missing everyone, and I mean everyone, even my deepest nemesis, or something like that, though I doubt I have one.

Things come and go. Just make sure you cherish those that come, and not regret it once they go. Happy New Year 2007 everyone, may this year be filled with god's blessings and all things are better, and all that stuff.

G'night folks. Sweet dreams. Huhuhu...Belgium Chocolate...Mmmm~I miss my dear T_T

it's 12:17 AM now