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Name:: Kevin Tan, Vin, Tan, Kev, Kebin Boi, Shin, Kevie-kun, etc etc..
D.O.B:: 23rd March 1990
Horoscope Sign:: Aries
Chinese Zodiac:: Horse
Email:: lone_redwolf76@hotmail.com
Location:: BSB / KL
School:: Chung Hwa- SRS Datuk Simon Fung- Maktab Nasional- St.George's School- LKW
Hometown:: Kota Kinabalu?
Places I'd like to visit:: I'd love to go around the world if I have the chance.
Loves:: #1 MinMin!, Friends, Food, Drawing, Anime, Reading, Sleeping, Sarcasm, Chatting, Music, Writing, etc..
Fav. Colors:: Silver, Red, Grey, Black, Blue

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

This, That, Rant.

These are all my opinions. This is how I see things. If you're someone who can't accept someone else's opinions, I suggest you desist right here, and stop reading. Its for your own good.

*Warning : Highly Sensitive Issues Ahead*

Okay, so who's ever thought of commiting suicide? *raises his hands* Its a shameful thing, I know. But really, I've gotten over it, and I've learnt my lesson. It was wayyy back then. I won't say when or what the reason was, but I really felt like crap then. I didn't have anyone 'real'..as in nobody to turn to. Please, don't ask me why I was waiting for someone to come to me and not me going to someone. Its just that way, okay? I was young back then, didn't really know how to think straight. If I could bloody turn back time, I'd beat myself up till I bled if that was possible. So, understand a bit lar, I'm not trying to ask for kesian or anything, just want to let out some steam.

So, Case A :

Person A is an orphan. Person A was adopted. Person A has a bad mother, who drives her like a slave, and prime reason of adoption is to treat her like a maid. Person A's mom said this out loud. People heard her. Person A wants to die. Person A gives up hope. Person A attempts suicide. Person A's friends rescue her, right before she leaps off a building. Now, Person A doesn't know what to do, and her friends can't do anything either.

So, wtf does that have to do with us? You might be asking that. Well, as a fellow human being, and for someone who knows what she's going through, well, not quite, but more or less, I'd so love to help. But I'd so love to yell at her and slap her if I could. But too bad, I don't know her. Lol. Its a case. >_> So don't take it too seriously, it won't affect you anyways.

Life is given to you. You have to do something with it. You don't decide when you die, because you don't have the rights. Dying is painful. Trust me. You die, you can't change anything anymore. What, you think you'll sprout wings and float all the way to heaven? More like, your wings will be ripped off the moment you put them on. Dying is the stupid, selfish, so called easy way out of everything.

But, understand. Someone who is disappointed needs someone to drag them out of the dark, or sit with them in the darkness. Everyone is in need of a companion, one way or another. I don't mean a love life, alright? Just a friend, someone to talk to, someone who will console. This Person A, really needs to get a grip on life, because many people are trying to help her. If she won't listen, then I suggest her friends leave her alone for a while and get back to her when shes really ready to listen. Healing takes time, I suppose. If she's really upset, but she wants to continue living, I suggest she take the matter to the proper authorities. =
Anyways, thats all, for now. I didn't notice its actually this late I'm blogging. So I'm off to bed now. Sweet dreams everyone. I'll continue this some other time.


it's 10:57 PM now