Haven't blogged in my own spot for a while. Lol. Just feel like blogging a little, eventhough I can't be bothered to do anything else except blog right now. I'm tired. I'm annoyed. Well, its probably exams pressure, but my face is killing me more. I feel dry, hot, itchy. Well, I hope it goes away soon. I went to a Dr. Reynolds at Riverview Medical Clinic recently, he's a good doctor, solved my stomach allergies, and now he's trying to help me with my Acne problems. Thats pimple problem for those who don't know. I just read some Geography, cuz thats what we're having tomorrow. Malay on Saturday, Maths on Monday, Science on Tuesday, Art on Wednesday, and Econs on Thursday, which is our last day. Oh, and our Science teacher left, Puan. Maria, she was a good teacher, albeit loud, but still good. I prefer her method of teaching over Beanoy's anytime. We'd have understood better if the class was less noisy. 18 more days, Min and I will have been together for a whole year. Thats an achievement, I guess. A lot to look forward to, and a lot to prepare. Things are busy, I'm busy, and I have a lot on my hands. I don't play as much as my friends do. Lol. I still like playing when I can of course, I guess its a blessing that my PC is a lousy one. It prevents me from installing games and being glued to the PC. Focusing on my studies, my love life, my friends and family now. I know I'm still not the best friend, best son, best student, and etc but I'm trying. My dad's birthday was yesterday. At least he wasn't sulky, because we got him a cake. Lol, birthdays. Reminds me that a lot of them are coming. Anyways, I'm done here. Take care guys, enjoy your coming holidays.
Monday, May 08, 2006
Woah, I'm blogging.
Well, I'm surprising myself, I'm actually blogging this time. I had no intention to do so for a couple of months, until some problems in my life are resolved. Well, I don't expect the problems to be solved easily, nor do I expect them to linger around forever. I'm doing something about the problems, and I suppose I'm handling them okay so far.
I wasn't sure whether I should blog, because I was afraid that I would let out too many emotional things, and upset some people. Well, I'm blogging now, but of course, I'm trying very hard to keep myself under control, like how I control myself from screaming out loud in front of people whenever I'm sad or angry. Haha, odd, but yeah, I do that.
Right now, I'm at home, listening to Younha's Houki Hoshi, one of Bleach's ending theme songs, which I really enjoy. My parents are going to Limbang soon, leaving me alone at home once more. I've been alone at home a lot recently, my dad has been taking my family out a lot, and I just don't see why I should follow all the time.
I got back into Yo-yos recently, I guess, because I feel that sometimes I'm trying to grow up too fast, and I'm losing a lot of inner child, and the energy or spunk that most people my age have. I'm16, if you were wondering. Haha, to prevent myself from stressing too much, I took up spinning ( the art of practising yo-yos and trying to perform tricks with them) because I like it, and its very interesting. Eventhough its not trendy now and all, I still like it. I'm planning to order a Yo-yo online from Yomega.com, either a Crossfire or a Raider, no idea whether I should go for quality or performance, maybe I'll get both but I don't know yet, haha.
My school is going to have an art week sometime in July, 8th if I'm not mistaken. Me and my friends are in a group, we're doing digital art. The teacher is a bit fussy, but I suppose I can handle the pressure she is giving us. We are doing fine so far, hopefully, we can finish our projects before deadline. Its hard, but I suppose we'll manage.
I'm doing fine in my schoolwork, I've been doing my homework, doing my revision, studying at home when I can, all the things I can do. Haha, I don't want to fail, but I don't want to just pass either, I want to do my best, and hopefully, I can do what I want to do when I leave school. Graphic designing is my aim, and I'll see where I can go from there.
I'm kinda tired now, and I suppose I'll go take a shower and then go to bed. Maybe I'll blog elsewhere later, if I manage to get up. See you guys around then, take care.