Well, I'm surprising myself, I'm actually blogging this time. I had no intention to do so for a couple of months, until some problems in my life are resolved. Well, I don't expect the problems to be solved easily, nor do I expect them to linger around forever. I'm doing something about the problems, and I suppose I'm handling them okay so far.

I wasn't sure whether I should blog, because I was afraid that I would let out too many emotional things, and upset some people. Well, I'm blogging now, but of course, I'm trying very hard to keep myself under control, like how I control myself from screaming out loud in front of people whenever I'm sad or angry. Haha, odd, but yeah, I do that.

Right now, I'm at home, listening to Younha's Houki Hoshi, one of Bleach's ending theme songs, which I really enjoy. My parents are going to Limbang soon, leaving me alone at home once more. I've been alone at home a lot recently, my dad has been taking my family out a lot, and I just don't see why I should follow all the time.

I got back into Yo-yos recently, I guess, because I feel that sometimes I'm trying to grow up too fast, and I'm losing a lot of inner child, and the energy or spunk that most people my age have. I'm16, if you were wondering. Haha, to prevent myself from stressing too much, I took up spinning ( the art of practising yo-yos and trying to perform tricks with them) because I like it, and its very interesting. Eventhough its not trendy now and all, I still like it. I'm planning to order a Yo-yo online from Yomega.com, either a Crossfire or a Raider, no idea whether I should go for quality or performance, maybe I'll get both but I don't know yet, haha.

My school is going to have an art week sometime in July, 8th if I'm not mistaken. Me and my friends are in a group, we're doing digital art. The teacher is a bit fussy, but I suppose I can handle the pressure she is giving us. We are doing fine so far, hopefully, we can finish our projects before deadline. Its hard, but I suppose we'll manage.

I'm doing fine in my schoolwork, I've been doing my homework, doing my revision, studying at home when I can, all the things I can do. Haha, I don't want to fail, but I don't want to just pass either, I want to do my best, and hopefully, I can do what I want to do when I leave school. Graphic designing is my aim, and I'll see where I can go from there.

I'm kinda tired now, and I suppose I'll go take a shower and then go to bed. Maybe I'll blog elsewhere later, if I manage to get up. See you guys around then, take care.

it's 1:16 PM now