Before I start rambling again...

State-Lab - We got onto the bus, and made a headcount, seems like 5 people were missing. Bryn, Chen Hui, Renjie, Joanna, and Elaine. I know Bryn, he said he won't make it, so yeah, he won't. The other 4, are er well, somewhere in Brunei. So we had to leave without them. On the way, Renjie called Paul's mobile, asking us where we were, I stopped listening to the two human jukeboxes who were tired of singing anyways(Sufi and Uri), and paid attention to what teacher said to the 4 after Paul passed the phone to her. Anyways once we arrived, we waited in a hall, which er, looked pretty much like an Asylum to me. I forgot, we were at the small building, I think the third, at the Ministry of Health. I was excited as I thought we were gonna see some really advanced technological equipments. Maybe some specimens, however my hope was shattered quickly as I listened to the talk from the spokesperson. What he said, I couldn't really shove it all into my head, since, er, he was too far away to be heard clearly. A few minutes before the talk was over, the 4 arrived. The teacher gave them a stern look, and they sat down till the talk was over. Someone said they got lost and found their way to the Dental Department, I think? Or maybe the teacher gave them the wrong directions. Right after the talk, we were divided into two groups, one to scale the building top to bottom, and the other bottom to top. I was in the bottom to top group. Well anyways, we had refreshments. Nothing big really, Fruit Tea, Apollo Cakes and er, Potatoes. Yes, you heard me, potatoes. Right after that the trip began, first we stopped by the Arson Lab, then the DNA Lab, and well, I forgot the rest. *psyche* Nah, just kidding, I remembered there was the Forensics Lab, Toxics Lab, Drug Lab..and etc. I think some of the labs were divided into a few subsections. Well, right after the trip, we went back to SGS, and the two human jukeboxes started singing again, joined by Paul. Got off the bus, ran to Min, and stayed with her till I had to go home. Brief, but hey, I got to spend time with her. -End of State Lab update-

Now back to normal blogging, if you even call it normal. I've been a bit curious up till now, about my ancestry, my origin and etc. My family tree is a bit weird if you ask me. We have a lot of mixed blood, both on my mom's and my dad's side. I've heard from my parents that my grandfather(Dad's side) was one hell of a gambler, and he was related to the triads, well, that includes my granduncles too. But my grandfather(Dad's again) was a really good gambler, brought in a lot of income, plus the triad, brought a lot of income in. But sometimes of course he lost and all. At least thats what I heard. My mom said that my dad was glad when my grandfather(Dad's side) passed away. However, he seems to have inherited his father's habit of gambling, but..my Dad is definately not a winner. He's been losing dearly and has been taking money out of my mom's saving accounts, to pay debts, including the last few payments for our house and car left in KK. Now, I was never a mommy/daddy's boy, ever. Proof is I rarely get what I want, unless I bargain with them. Er, seemed to have strayed off a bit. Actually, I'd like to find out more about my ancestry. But most of the time when I start a topic like that, my dad rarely says a thing, my mom talks about it a bit. Since she remembers almost everything that happened since she was a wee kid. I do remember a bit, eventhough its a bit blurry. I remember being forced to sing 'Unchained Melodies' and 'Sleeping Child' by my dad, on stage. I think I was 4 or 5 then. Creepy. Can you imagine me, singing? *shudders* I remember having a really short fuse when I was young, I used to get angry really fast and beat the living daylight out of the person who lit my fuse, I seemed to have inherited that from my mom, who injured a couple of people during her time. Slowly, I changed, I suppose. First, I tried venting my anger onto unanimated objects, for instance, the wall, the cupboard, the bed. And then, some people tried restraining me, er, say..my friends? Haha, I dunno. Ehhh, I strayed off topic again...Haha, on the other hand, on my mom's side, being a 'kampong' girl and all, was militarily trained. Along with my other aunties. My grandmother(Mom's side) passed away after giving birth to my mom's littlest sis. Grandfather(Mom's side) passed away, 2 years ago. I am quite unsure about her details, but my Great-Grandfather on my mom's side was chinese, and had a Kadazan wife. Soooo..yeah. I guess I'm done.

Sorry if it was a bit too long and messy. I was just bored I guess. And that parent talk yesterday at Con-class kinda stirred me a little. Why are my parents this way? Whats wrong with my dad? Why I dislike being around my family? Why I find my friends more like a family than my own? Gah, I'm done here, thanks for reading if you did.

it's 11:05 AM now