Hm, I'm not sure either. But theres this load I need to get off my chest, so yeah. I'll be unloading it here then, haha.

Erm, first off, Best friends. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying anyone is not meant to have Best Friends, but aren't some of us a little too old for that? You can say this however 'We are the best of friends' but not 'You are my best friend'. I dunno, it feels, wrong? Would you rather go for quantity or quality? I've been asked this question before. Would you like one best friend, or many good friends? Personally, I stopped believing in what you call a best friend. Stopped when I was in Form2. These people I deemed my Best Friends, simply abandoned me right after something happened to me, they were ashamed to admit that I was once their friend. Asides from that, I separated for a few months till the end of the year. And this continued to next year. I seldom made contact with people, just with a few. A little chit and chat. I'm always hidden in a corner, staring off somewhere. Haha, doesn't sound like me right? But its true. Zy and Abigail use to walk by me and wave and greet me XP I use to go 'Uh..hi.' or 'Uh..bye.' Haha XD

Then in Form3, I started socializing a bit. Zy helped me get rid of my girl-phobia, where my leg would cramp real bad when I come in close contact with any girl. Note: Girl, not women. So teachers are fine. With good friends, if you fight, you patch up real quickly, I suppose, since you don't have much to lose? Say, you can always get back together real quickly and all that. With best friends, if you fight, you feel as if you've lost a lot of trust.Its very hard to get back together. Unless you let time do the healing, and that might take a little while. Say a week, maybe a month, maybe never? Someone who thinks their best friend has 'betrayed' them by not keeping to the rules of being a best friend is immature and selfish. IF you really are a best friend, you'd understand your friend well enough to let them have their own life, and not be trapped in your own. >< Okay, got part of my load off.

XD Note, this is only what I think. Some of you may disagree but nyeh, I don't really mind with people who disagree with me. Because what I write are not FACTS, but my own experience.

Next um, is pretty short and simple. Might sound stupid, but probably true. Love, 4 letter word. Simple and used commonly when you're in..love? Haha. People spurt out 'I love you' so easily sometimes without knowing what it really is, and without understanding the concept. I've made the mistake before. A couple of times actually. You say 'I love you' And I say 'I love you too'. Its so simple to say it. After a while, you'll begin to understand. That even the most beautiful flowers will wither. Meaning, feelings fade a way, beauty fades away, but love..doesn't. So you can't really say you love, or loved someone and now you don't. You can say you use to date someone, or you liked someone before, and now you don't. So yeah, now er, I won't just say it unless I mean it. Some people make use of 'I love you' to make and impression on others that they're brave enough to say it. Some just say it for fun I guess? Haha, but if you say you Love God, I'm pretty sure nothing is wrong with that! Because God returns our love, proof is >_> You're still alive and breathing. Sooooooo, I'm done rambling.

Please don't hit me ><>_>" Don't mind me. You can forget about what you read if you don't like it. I won't mind comments of course.

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