Sorry for not updating in a long time. I'm just not in the mood to do anything lately. And guess what?It just got worse a few moments ago. I saw Jess online, apparently NOT. I suspected it wasn't her, since she didn't go with the usual 'OTOTO-KUNZ' or 'KEVIE-KUNZ' greeting. She didn't have her PINK text, and she didn't have her display pic doing the Shhh thing. So yeah, I played along with the fake Jess. She kept asking me to show my webcam to her, and kept asking whether I liked her or not. At the beginning I thought it was Jess pranking me, but it turned out to be Jeon. I got d/c and came back on asking who it was to confirm my guess, and I guessed right. I was really really really pissed then. I remained calm and asked him what he was doing on Jess's MSN, and he said just cuz he could he could. Then right after that, he kept asking for me to turn on my webcam. I unplugged it, told him it was busted. He thought I was a girl, then a few moments said that I was Kevin, Jess's BIG BROTHER..No idea where he got that idea from but yeah. I said I was her lil' bro and he laughed, and started rambling about Bandar guy's attitudes. How bad our attitudes were. Its like he's implementing that he's better?He said no, but the way he said it made it seem that way. Okay, I forgave that. But he went on and on and on about how high and mighty he was, about his gang being all over - Kuching, Miri, KB, KL and whatsoever. Okay, I forgave that too. I showed off a little temper, and he used that to his advantage, making me ANGRIER. Know what?He threatened to bring his gang over to dish me out. He said that I was a coward. I got pissed to the highest heavens. I started returning his comments, and he said that I should go to KB if I want to face him man to man. I told him that if he can't afford to come over here I'd understand. I think that tingled his anger too. He told me 'whu do u tink ur tokin to?' I said 'to a dumb uneducated bastard' and guess what?He started RAVING about how he's in Form5 Science, but..does that make him smarter than I am?Its not age that determine's wisdom, as far as I know. And it went on and on (ask me on MSN for more details). I didn't save the conversation. I dunno Jess, if he gets to you first, he'll tell you that I said bad things to him and such. But, it doesn't matter, I don't want to waste my breath on him. Seriously, I can't see what you saw in him. I doubt he's even honest about certain things. Peace off, I'm off to pray to cool down. (I'm not saying that I was the good guy, but I really don't like the guy, honestly)

PS - Jess, I'll have to block your MSN for the meantime cuz I won't know if its him. Sorry. And er, I'm going undercover as a girl to talk to him right now.

it's 3:15 PM now