Shinocturne

I flunked Add Maths, D Maths and Physics. Might fail my Chemistry. Ah, I'll work harder for the next assestment, or perhaps mid year, which is 2 more months away. I must >.
Bahasa Melayu - 77(One of the top scorers in my class)
Economics - 51(surprisingly)
Bio - 46/80(not totaled yet, the rest are totaled already)
Add Maths - 15(yes, i'm so embarassed)
D Maths - 48(teacher won't want to give 2 marks)
Physics - 33(*shocked* not enough time >.<

Ah, I guess thats it. And I would like to take this opportunity to explain a few thing about the main types of intelligences/talents. See here, people are not naturally born stupid, or born without the talent to sing. Its cuz God made us that way. What the hell is gonna happen to the world if everybody was a freakin' genius?Well?No?It would be topsy turvy and all out of order, nobody's gonna do other jobs and such. So, find your hidden talents. Not everybody is great in academics, I repeat: ACADEMICS ISN'T MEANT FOR EVERYBODY. There ya go. If you suck in school, do your best, leave, and find something to do with yourself.(Pls, no prostitution or gigolo-ism) Onto the main points.

Analytical Intelligence - This is also sometimes called thinking skills, or mathematical skills. It affects your ability to think, and to make correct decisions. This is 50% of what makes up your IQ. Doctors, Mathematicians have high Analytical Intelligence. However, this doesn't make them good at anything else, unless they are.

Linguistic Intelligence - Languages. Ladies seem to be very good at this. The ability to decipher hidden meaning behind words, or to speak many languages. This is the other 50% of your IQ. THIS DOES NOT MEAN GUYS CAN'T HAVE HIGH LINGUISTIC SKILLS. This just means ladies are better than guys at this kind of thing.

Interpersonal Intelligence - This is an interesting one. This affects your ability to communicate. Playboys are good at these. Businessmen too. Ever wonder why they make so much money and get good girls?You may be good at Analytical, but if you suck at this, too bad for you pal. This and Linguistic would make you a good socializer. VERY GOOD, in my opinion.

Intrapersonal Intelligence - The reason for suicide or attempted suicide or rendered behaviours. This is the ability to solve inner conflicts. In other words, your ability to solve your own problem before solving others. If you have a really good Intrapersonal Intelligence, your chances of committing suicide is reduced.

Visual-Spatial Intelligence - Fwahahah!Men overrule women in this!(Some men) Ever wonder why some women suck at driving, or why some people have horrible sense of direction? This affects those things. The ability to sense the right direction with sight of course, also affects map reading and driving skills.

Kinesthetic Intelligence - Whee, a COOL skill to own. Sportsmen like Ronaldo and Beckham have very high Kinesthetic Intelligence. Its the ability to sense objects around them, in other words your reflexes and timing in sports. Most sportsme/women need this ability. This helps in other things than sports too. Someone told me that you can evade a bullet if you have high Kinesthetic Intelligence. Not sure if thats possible though.

Naturalistic Intelligence - Your ability to move and perform sports depend on this. This type of intelligence gives you the stamina, strength and skill to perform well in sports. This combined with Kinesthetic will make you a killer sportsman/woman. Truly.

Musical Intelligence - Last but not least, the Musical Intelligence!This is what makes some people good singers/dancers/musicians. Mozart was one of the humans in the world who HAD the highest Musical Intelligence ever. Unfortunately, I do not fit in this category.

Well, there you go. Which category do you fit in? If you don't know or don't fit in any, don't worry, theres one last thing to explain. But thats for some other time. See now, if you suck in school, blame the education system for not wanting to emphasize on your type of intelligence. This is what the Westerners are doing in their school. We can't change that here, but its S-l-o-w-l-y changing. We'll see. But then we might not even be in school when the system has changed. If you happen to be good in Analytical Intelligence, and want to improve your Musical Intelligence, the only way is to work bloody hard, or, pray that God would give you the ability to dance like Michael Jackson and rap like Eminem. Peace out! Hope you found that useful, and leave comments if its possible!

it's 7:42 AM now

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Horrible Weekend...

In loving memory of Pwincess Baby Carol, Panzy's rabbit which passed on. 25th March. 2005. (Sorry, don't have a picture of her}

That says it all. This is one hell of a weekend. The WEEK was okay, it just ended horribly. I'm sitting right here wondering whether these people deserve the bad things coming to them. Perhaps, but its all in God's hands, and we're just little chess pieces to him, going against the devil's temptation. If it happens, he must've had something in mind for us. Though it might not be good, maybe just better than before.

Friday - Awfully dull day, nothing to do, still fresh from the aftermath of my birthday, wished I could've done something more that day. But oh well, had station of the cross in the morning, was great. Met up with a couple of familiar people. And they said I ought to go for the YAFC on April 2nd and 3rd. I might.

Saturday - Nothing much really, I dl-ed MS a couple of times but to no avail. I requested the lines to be left on, and dl-ed it again. Worked, and I tried it out for a few hours. I haven't completed my D.Maths h/w and Chemistry Project yet, I'll ask around abt how to do it on Monday.

Sunday - Went to Easter Sunday mass this morning. I thought it would be peaceful but it turned out that it wasn't. My bro and sis were suppose to have this Easter Party with the other kiddies, but they stupidly followed me to mass. And mass lasted longer than it should've. They had 17 babies to baptise >.<..Well, after mass, my car came early, and left without me. The party that the brats were suppose to attend was at its finale. I decided to walk home. And now here I am, after playing MS for 3 hours. Panz, I'm really sorry about your rabbit, don't lose all hope yet. Ah, will post another update when I got time. See ya guys around...

it's 5:35 PM now

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Happy Birthday to ME! =D

Well, here I am, sitting right in front of my PC. For the first time in my life, a lot of things have been going the way I want it, well, for one whole day that is, which is good enough for me. I hope you share my joy n_n I woke up this morning, took a bath and got dressed. My mom told me to go out shopping, but the shops were closed, XD. Hmm...at 10.00am, Burt arrived to picketh me upeth. We made a stop at Qlap, where he withdrew some money from the bank I think, then picked up a cake for me T_T Burt, you didn't have to, but thanks, a lot. (It was Tiramisu if you were wondering) Aaaand, we went over to Manzy's where she was sitting in front of her house. Picked her up and went to Gdg to wait for Jess, errr we expected her to be there early, but something went wrong somewhere with her daddy D= which was resolved much later. While waiting for her, the trio of us went around making fun of electrical appliances i.e - LG - Lousy Goods XD, Ooohhh, Manzy had gatal hands today, touch so many stuff LOL, luckily nothing broke or we'd have to empty our pockets just to pay for the broken stuff. (I only had $50 so yeah - -") Hmm *thinks hard* Ah, we went to the lobby to await Princess of Pink, Jess to arrive. She came around 12 I think, WITHOUT her dad tagging along thank god.Er I wasn't sure if we went to eat first or go Mall first but yeah, I think we makaned first! I sang this - Hickory Dickory Dock, The mouse was sucking his cock XD *long pause* (Skip topic, skip topic!!) Theeeeennn we go Mall, kia kia and do some window shopping. Saw a few familiar people and stuff. After a talking about BOXERS and stuff, we ciaoz go Netcom, to play Warcraft. Manzy had to help me(yes you didn't read that wrong, meet Manzy, Warcraft Queen) since I wasn't used to playing using Undead, and I suck at strategy games naturally. We never got to dish it out with other cuzzz...My computer died all of the sudden when I decided 'Oh, lets vaporize Manzy and...' yes, thats how it went =D It was fun though, Manzy you have to borrow me the CD sometimes XD and..OH MY GAWDS I forgot to remind Burt to stop by his friend's house to get the Ragnarok CDs T_T *cough* And we had lots of fun and I noticed that Burt and Jess tagged some of our tagboards while in Netcom >_>" Whee, movie started at 2.30pm(Hitch) which I paid for, along with popcorn and drinks, and seriously, I don't mind really, I rarely get to spend it for other people, so I might as well spend it on my GREAT friends XD Movie was excellent, quite funny, on the contrare refreshing, but Manzy kept throwing popcorn at me and I made an assumption that it was raining popcorn today. No, really, I thought the people at the back threw it at me >_>" Uhm, we started silent war, where I threw some pocpcorn at her too XD Then ar then, we left the mall T_T, didn't do much there and we went to where we call the Million Dollar Place. Its a nice place, which is so unlike the other places in Brunei, semi-discreet. We had the cake there. On the other hand, that wasn't all we had. Took some piccies(will try to scan or upload them later) and I got cream on my face. *chased Manzy and Jess around for that and some part of my feet, the skin kinda peeled off* Haha, but thanks, I mean it. It was really fun. ;D BURT YOU HAVE TO SEND US THE VIDEO XD Riiight, and erm, then we decided to drop by my house >_<" But we didn't go in the end. Haha, dropped by Soon Lee, got Manzy her glow in the dark Stars, to stick in her ceiling. LOL, a LOT you know? Like 7 packets haha. Oh forgot to mention she got some FMA cards too!Hmmm...bought Manzy and Jess one pillow each, Manzy got a Blue one and Jess, I don't have to say it right?Oooh Oohhh we took a Neoprint piccy too!I have it in my wallet XD *treasures* Ahh hmm, then went back to Burt's car, took the Nana cakes, Cookies and Biscuts and transfer into other containers since my mom wants them back. Then, dropped me off and here I am now!Posting a new entry! I dedicate this entry to Burt, Manzy and Jess!! Thanks again! =D I'll try to make your birthday nice and interesting too! >.<" Though I'm not so good at that! Right, I'm off now *sees Burt come on* Ohhh!Hahah!Bye!

it's 7:56 PM now

Monday, March 21, 2005

Stuff I

A few times in life we stumble upon unexpected treasures at unexpected moments. As for me, the greatest treasure I received in life was friendship. However, having friends, how can one feel lonesome? Strange isn’t it? I find it strange too…I thought love would be a suitable solution for loneliness, turned out I was wrong there too. It takes a brave person to accept the truth, but some people are too cowardly to accept that, afraid of many things that lie ahead of them. But, if we don’t look ahead in life, how do we move forwards? Nobody knows what the future holds for us, nobody knows what we might encounter, what treasures we may find. People reading this might think that these are ramblings of a stranger, or otherwise. Family, friends, love, knowledge…Are these burdens or gifts of being alive? It depends on which perspective you look at really. Everything comes with its own pros and cons. Having a family is great of course, a family that loves and cares for you, but what if you have a family that despises you, a family that doesn’t give a damn about what happens to you? You’d rather not have a family, right? Elders always say: “Accept what you have, never ask for anything more, be thankful for what you have and others may not have…” But do they live up to their word? The answer is ‘No’. Its simply human nature, actions DO speak louder than words. You see your parents wanting this kind of clothing, this kind of ring, that brand of food, this car and that house. But shouldn’t they be grateful of what they have? Human desire, humans want better things, more things. This is called ‘greed’. If you think that high priests or bishops don’t have the nature of greed, you’re wrong. Why? Because they’d want more people to become religious, more people to go to church, to the mosques, but you can’t force people to do these things, it all comes naturally. Another strange thing is friendship. A GREAT gift indeed, I am thankful to have friends, because they are my companions in life, people whom I can trust and confide in. A great friend can tell what’s wrong with you in a minute, but you might not feel that he or she is a great friend after telling. Know what that means? Its another way of saying that its great having a good friend but sometimes their bad habits bring you down…For example, just an example really, but I know someone with this problem. A friend who ‘erased’ his existence from his life, but when a financial issue comes up, he comes and acts all friendly, asking for help. The irony. Well, in my case, it’s a bit different. I have tons of friends I suppose, you can put it that way, but of that bunch, how many actually think greatly of you? How many respect you? How much care for you? Which of them talk behind your backs? That leaves me in distress, it consumes me. Sometimes you’d rather not think about things like this but it’s simply inevitable. Onto another topic I suppose. Now, why would someone like me feel lonely when I have friends? I use to think that all my friends were great people, but once upon a time, that thought changed. During my earlier years, I had 3 good, no...great friends, something happened to me, I was insulted when only ONE of them came to me, asking me how I felt. 1/3 isn’t bad, but that changed my opinion in people. I choose my friends carefully, but you can’t avoid making friends with some people. Some may seem bad, but are loyal, some are kind towards you, but all they want out of you is something, hidden intentions some may call it…I call it sick, disgusting, and bullshit. A majority of people can hold in their angers, but what good does this do? Not showing it would mean you’re ‘okay’ some may assume…showing it would mean that you’re ‘bad’. This constantly happens. Now, about school and more about adults. Adults meaning, those that above the age of 30. Those below 30 are still reasonable enough to converse with. Right, school, a building where students gather to learn, study, and where education/knowledge is passed on from the teachers. Is it a fun place? Yes, in a way, because you can meet your friends and have your daily dose of chit-chat. Also, you get to see your crushes/lover or just stare at those beautiful hot chicks or macho-hot guys...*pen down*

TBC…(To be continued..)

Part I ends here..

it's 5:23 PM now

Saturday, March 19, 2005

-Famine Aftermath-

Night 1 - Well the atmoshpere was nice and great, saw a few familiar faces and all, we had recollection and a few talks about stuff. Also, saw some unfamiliar faces, which soon became familiar to me after a while XD Soon after, lights out, BUT, with a few new rules..our bags can't be near where we're sleeping, they gotta be in another room, so yeah, bummer..><" Guys sleep in Parish Hall, girls elsewhere...hmm...We had a hard time falling asleep..Manzy got Kenneth to wake me up sometime around 12am to ask for the cakes I baked for her!Haha, then there were some guys making noise and playing 'Frodo' >_>" and um..I only had 2 1/2 hours of sleep - -" We had to wake up at 5!

Day 1/Night 2 - Had to shower in the morning, but the toilets were occupied, so occupied the guys went into the Ladies room to take their shower - -" Paul and I went to the SGS toilets, less cleaner, but it was fast. Then, cleaned up the hall for use later.We had mass and all and then something called 'Heavy Breakfast' which consisted of cold fried rice and decent Kuay Teow, which was um..filled with Tauge >_>"..Then..30 hours of fasting began!!We praised and worshipped, and played some games. Divided into different tribes, I was in Mukogodo, a guy with no left arm named Alu XD, we had to blend into our characters and stuff..Play the games with our disabilites..I'll list it down..

Me - No Left Arm, later changed to having some kinda Hump on my body.
Nick - He got AIDS, poor dude XD
Bianca - Mute lol
Ashley - Mute too XD
Cynthia - Had SARS or er Asthma or something.
Raf - Hump on his body, later switched with me.
Kevin.S - Hungry and tired >_>"
Hamish - Hungry and tired <_<"
Uriel - Perfect - -" er, Identity Crisis maybe.
Margaret - Uh..I think shes mute too..if not then she has a hump.

Welp, thats them XD We had loads of fun except when some girl(not gonna say who) elbowed me at my sides when we were playing the Protect Your Harvest game..I had to help draw a poster and stuff..Hamish was color blind so he couldn't help..Kevin.S is the 12 year old guy who acts like he's 8, and colors like he's 5 years old. Urie went around spying on other people XD and everyone else drew and colored. We did 'okay' and haha, surprisingly when the results were revealed the next day..we won!!And then we had another talk, a movie(Passion of Christ) and LIGHTS OUT!Manzy traded the original mattress she gave me with another one cuz her friend Cel had back pains.(Right >_> And I'm oh so young!)Anyways, I slept better with that thinner mattress, using my clothes as pillows and I got a blanket from the teachers.ZZZ....No Frodos tonight..XD

Day 3/Final Day - Ahhh, woke up, no body aches, but I had a running nose, no my nose didn't drop off and run away on its own - -" As usual, showed, but this time at the toilet behind the Parish. Guy's toilet *cough* Paul and Raf used the Ladies' LOL Then Mass again as usual, we had a little Praise and Worship again, I went around asking for people's email addresses, and we had a game after that!And our tribe (Mokogodo) won the overall games event! Whee~without exerting too much effort too =P Right after that we had Confession session and other stuff.They awarded the prizes before they had the praise fest, which was great n_n amd then, at 3.00PM or so, we got to Break the Fast!!Yay!!Ate to my heart's content and got sick-er .. - -" Felt like a pregnant woman trying to shit and give birth at the same time, dad came and went home!

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Right, that was what happened during the 30 hr Famine, and I enjoyed it very much. Except the part I couldn't sleep much =D It took my mind off...things. Anyways, I'm back home now and I'm posting a new entry, obviously. Might update again soon, but it might not be a normal entry, just an essay thingie, looking forward to completeing my essay. Bye-erz..!

PS - Anyone know where to get the Praise and Worship songs please contact me.Thanks!

it's 7:24 PM now

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

First update in a long time...

Well, my PC is finally fixed so I guess that means I can post again. And to be on the safe side I dl-ed so many protection software that I had to uninstall some since I was running out of space!I've been writing something in my free time, about stuff, common stuff which people know but a lot of them just ignore it, since they're living their own life and most people might not probably have the time to think about it..Jess and Burt have seen it, but right now its incomplete..

Hah, nothing much has been happening lately, except for the exams, the coming up cross country this Thursday and the Famine later that night.Well, as far as I know, a lil group of hidden ninjas are 'scheming' my birthday party, and I'm grateful, thankful and touched XD Thanks, names will remain anonymus until the event is over and I can reveal who the ninjas are!

Hmm..I got a 46/80 for my Bio paper, not sure for A.Maths but I'm sure I did horribly, like everyone, er not exactly everyone..Since Teo the Terrible claimed he MIGHT get 100% for A.Maths, that bastard >_>"..Out of 9 questions I answered 4, and out of 4 I never got the answer..

Well, you guys should read Burt's entry, which is similar to what I'm writing, I haven't read it yet though XD, oh wait, I just read it haha..I've been told that I have 5 minutes to complete this entry, but whats there to write about?Hmmm..Well, I wish the tests could've been easier but its just Form4..And I found out that in Computer Application's class..for ART stream students only..they get to learn BASIC Photoshopping!!GAHHH!How I wish I could kick the principal and tell her to let the students to choose what subjects they want..Why can't we be free?We're all binded by a stupid government, who claims that others are corrupted and worse..But do you know..?What the hell corruption means?Well, ask the Sultan himself, in his own family, corruption happened..his own family!For Pete's sake, how can they claim Brunei to be oh so Peaceful and Harmonious?!Its quiet for one, something most people enjoy but its also quite boring if you ask me, well in my case since I don't move around a lot..*stiffness* Ah look, a lizard XD

Well, for now, this is all I can write..I'm still asking Burt-sensei what category of people do I fall in..There should be changes to this site soon..gonna try hosting Mp3s..if its posisble..

it's 4:17 AM now