I'd be lying if I said it hasn't been a while.
For some reason I've kinda lost the mood for blogging. Must be something to do with age. Or maybe I just ran out of words to express myself.
So..what's new? I don't know where to begin.
I graduated from uni. That's one thing.
The exhibition we all dreaded and loved is officially over. It was an enjoyable experience, and I miss all the core members who plowed through the final semester together with me. Wish we could turn back time to that phase.
I moved out of Cyberjaya after 4 years of calling that place my second (or sometimes third) home.
After that I spent Christmas till the first week of January in KK with my girlfriend and family. My cousin got married the first day of January, making her wedding date : 1/1/11. Returned to Brunei shortly after and then returned to KL.
Spent sometime job-hunting and looking for a new place to stay. Took a while but I guess I have a job now. I don't know how long I'll have this job for but I guess I'll hang in there as long as I can.
Right now I'm living with Kev (yeah another Kev) in Sentul, where things are more convenient than they used to be back in Cyber. Access to public transportation (we live next to the LRT station) and plenty of non-halal food around to enjoy.
I spend shitloads of my time now on 3Ds Max, which is hardly any difference from the last two semesters in uni, except now people expect something when I spend hours facing the screen. (Although there are still some fools who think rendering takes less than a second to complete.)
I'm..not fully satisfied at the moment with my life. But from what I can see, almost everyone I know who graduated the same time as me are somewhat in a lost phase. For now, I'll keep at it and see where I end up. Signing off from work.
My Results
Probably the last ever e-result slips I'll receive in a long time. Who knows, if things go my way, I'll be taking up that Business Law Degree sooner than I think. Anyways, graduation on the 18th, so congratulations to those who earned their degree with their own strengths, rather than those who chose to step on others to obtain one. I'd say shame on you, but you're gonna get screwed out there anyways.
Cheers.
Meh
Self Promo Video
Music Video
Exhibition Teaser Trailer
A lot of work. More videos to come. Now I know how movie production teams feel heh. All in all, I really want to get this semester over with..Had to submit my book design yesterday but got rejected cuz of pixelation, so now I need to reprint, RM120. Fuck.
Anyhow, I want to play DS freely and play League of Legends freely grahhhhh. The latest game I have on my DS is Pokemon Black, and even that I have not touched for ages.
Grwarggghh!!!
If you are in KL around 1st to 5th of December, please drop by Annexe Gallery to attend my class exhibition. For more information, please visit : http://momentus2010.com
Cheers.
A flare of life was put out, just like a candle, about a two days ago. To be honest I feel sorry for the bloke, leaving his life just like that without a choice. The final thoughts of a dying person, I think I can imagine, but I don't know for sure what he was thinking. Thousands of lives fade away every single passing minute of the day, so death isn't as shocking. But that doesn't make death something less depressing than it already is.
We mourn the passing of a soul. But the fact is a thousand souls pass on every single day.
Why is it humans can only appreciate living near death? Life is as unpredictable as death is. When you're out of time, you wish you had more. Wish you had done more. Count your blessings, for we are but mere mortals. Regret now, not later.
I don't know you, even if I do know your name, but rest in peace. I hope your love can find its way to your loved ones even after life.
Epic Fail
(8) - gerald |||| says:
*dam i was betting sean will wake up at 3pm
*its 4:40 and he is still sleeping
≈ Ļoη̉ξredwolƒ ≈ 【心】【-1201-】 ¤~7th ďvŧ×~¤ says:
*hell i woke up early than him
*i slept at 9
(8) - gerald |||| says:
*rofl
*u ordered food alrdy?
≈ Ļoη̉ξredwolƒ ≈ 【心】【-1201-】 ¤~7th ďvŧ×~¤ says:
*not yet
(8) - gerald |||| says:
*if u do, too bad. cos i was thinking of belanja you makan
*o wait
≈ Ļoη̉ξredwolƒ ≈ 【心】【-1201-】 ¤~7th ďvŧ×~¤ says:
*lol
(8) - gerald |||| says:
*rats
≈ Ļoη̉ξredwolƒ ≈ 【心】【-1201-】 ¤~7th ďvŧ×~¤ says:
*HOHOHOHOHO
(8) - gerald |||| says:
*damn fail
≈ Ļoη̉ξredwolƒ ≈ 【心】【-1201-】 ¤~7th ďvŧ×~¤ says:
*screenshot-ed
(8) - gerald |||| says:
*ccb
Idealist vs Realist
Which of these two are you? What are your thoughts on idealism and realism? Do you pursue and dream of things while ignoring all other things, or are you the one who has no dreams and pushes forward through life facing the facts? Aim for the stars and drown in your dreams, or remain grounded without risk?
Weekly Self Analysis 2
(New week, new entry.)
Not exactly the best second/third week to be having right now. But hey, what's life without its own ups and downs. The exhibition is really getting to me now. Well, not the exhibition per say, just the people involved in it. I don't know what I can do to quell the egomaniac virus going around in the class. Perhaps by thinking that I can do something about that situation makes me an egotistical person as well? Hmm, I wonder.
I don't understand why some people overreact to the smallest possible things and try to make a grand commotion out of it. I suppose there's really nothing I can do about it for now except press forward.
Classes are fine so far, nothing big going on that is sucking the soul right out of inside me yet. We have a music video assignment for Mr. Stone and I don't exactly know what I want to do for that particular assignment yet. I have a feeling I'll be mulling over this until I hit a dead end. The song I struck was Sting - Shape of My Heart, something pretty classic, but I guess there's a deeper meaning to the song behind the lyrics that I need to analyze before going in depth for the video.
Getting tired of putting up a facade for a lot of people around me who are constantly getting on my nerves. It's taking my focus away from the important things such as my assignments. I spend more time reflecting over the negative things rather than spend time thinking about the infinite possibilities. I feel like I've become a black hole over the past few years after the things I've experienced. Lost that ray of sunshine to guide my way back from the dark.
I think that's all for this week. I've made no real progress as a student. Heck, I don't think I've made much progress as a human being either. I'm falling behind. Desperately need to find something to grasp at, and I don't think religion will do me any good. God isn't exactly pulling on the right heart strings at the moment.